Ugly Gynocomastia Surgery!!

I had got my surgery done in bangalore with Dr surindher dsa 3 years back, I recently found my surgery video immediate results were average, with side right being much fuller than left, left nipple was and is inverted especially on flexing, few days afterwards right nipple became pointed, left side was scary I could feel muscle from nipple there was nothing behind it. I had some pain on massage, I massaged for years still do it and wore vest for almost 1 year because without it the results were bad, as can be seen from pics I didn't have any fat on the sides of chest and smaller to medium gland but post surgery my life became a living hell, I feel hard stuff all over chest and on sides, I had lots of fluid after surgery and ni drains I could feel all the fluid for many days it used to make lot if sound, even till date when I massage I feel little warmth of fluid and based if how much in general fluid my chest had results can range from pathetic to ugly, as per surgery link I shared doc did a very aggressive lipo near skin as well and horizontally against the veins I can be seen bleeding, what I feel inside a web if hardened veins is it all scars from Hematoma? doctor used to say it's swelling then changed to fat then said we would do revision from nipple junction but why should I blindly go for surgery when no one knows what is there inside, I can't leave anything to chance, I have already been screwed by surgery especially with still occasional pain on inverted nipple on massage, the doctor used to shout on me so I stopped going to him, he charged me to botch me and then show his rowdy side to an innocent patient, I know I'm not in that great shape now, honestly speaking i don't give a eff and why should I? I get reminded constantly that I have pathetic results if I get fit. Talk about extreme depression, false promises and then torture and Abandonment by doctor, botched body I got ugly results so heavy chest I want to ask the surgeon fraternity, do surgeons have any work ethics, honesty I feel I have been killed many times, lot of surgeons blindly quote price for revision without even knowing what's inside, do I have all hardened blood was it all fluid or blood that got hard and us there no hope. I feel I can do the surgery you really don't need any skills to do this level if surgery. If I kill myself tomorrow because of taking this s**t for years and continuing, it will have no meaning because doctors and surgeons will keep looting people with their half a**ed skills, life's don't matter money does. Surgeons pretend to know, but no one has been able to tell answers to my questions they only quote a price to ploy you with yet another instrument. sorry if I was rude to surgeon fraternity but my shameless surgeon should take the full extent if my wrath