Fifth gum graft - Pain was awful

This is my fifth gum graft. I started getting them in my twenties after orthodonture treatment. This fifth one hurt like HELL. I am still in agony I am not sure if its gonna be worth it. All I know is the Pain was awful. During the procedure I felt nothing but when it wore off. OMG. I have a high pain tolerance as well. I am most likely never doing this again. I am sad that my braces caused this. I would have rather had crooked teeth.