20, No Kids, 12A Boobs Wanting to Go Much Much Bigger!! - Gold Coast, AU

I'm loving my boobs more and more each day, but I am hating not being able to go to the gym. I've got these nice boobs but now the rest of my body is turning into a blob as I sit here waiting to start weightlifting again :( These have been the 4 longest weeks of my life, I don't care if I ever get booby greed, there is no way I'm doing this again, at least not until after kids in like 10+ years.

I can feel my nerves constantly reconnecting and my nipples are super sore here and there. My boobs are A LOT less tight and I can actually lift my arms above my head which is awesome. The only hang up I am having is that I have noticed my left scar is not closing and healing like my right one has, and there seems to be some stitching sticking out of the left one where the open wound is. So I contacted my Dr about that, just waiting for a reply. Oh and hopefully he'll give me the go ahead to start working out again!! fingers crossed!

So it's been a full week now since I had surgery and woah! what a week! On the day of my surgery my partner and I drove four hours from where we live to the hospital in Brisbane. I was holding my nerves at bay until I was admitted into the surgery preparation area and was told that my fiancée could go no further. I had a good cry and then went with a really lovely nurse who weighed me in and the let me watch Ellen with a heated blanket for half an hour before I had to go into the actual hospital part. When I moved to my hospital bed I was terrified but the nurses were so amazing and made sure that there was no needle or blood talk (I have a phobia) like I had requested. After a few minutes Dr. Ces came and visited me and he was so genuine and reassuring so I calmed down a lot. He drew on my markings and took photos of me holding my packaged implants (which ended up being 360cc hp round Brazilian implants. I got the sizes totally wrong in my previous journal entries hahah, but I was happy to see that they were slightly bigger than 350cc). About 20 minutes passed and after a funny visit from my anaesthetist (who made sure to make me laugh and take my mind of things), I was rolled into the operating theatre. I was wearing leopard print pyjamas and Dr. Ces really funnily picked me out a matching bag for my drains to go in after the operation haha (the nurses told me his mother sews them for his patients. So sweet! and made me feel totally stylish and matching :P ). When I had to get my anaesthetic needle put in I was FREAKING out but Dr.Ces held my hand and helped soothe and distract me until I passed out which I really appreciated.

When I woke up I was super groggy and apparently super flirty with my fiance haha. The lovely nurses helped me up, gave me something to eat and showed my partner how to use my drains (because they are like my worst nightmare, bags filled with blood and stuff haha). Then we drove the four hours back home and I went to bed.

the first four days were hell, my boobs were so tight and the drains were constantly pressing into my sides. Dr. Ces called me everyday to make sure I was alright, which was great because I always had questions and concerns, which he answered and put to ease. That Friday I went to see Dr. Ces to get my drains removed and my dressings changed and OH MY GOD, I felt so good once they were out. I am so happy I had them in though, because about 1 litre had accumulated in each bag and I can not imagine how much tighter, sorer and grosser my boobs would have been if I had not had drains to drain out all that gunk and fluid.

My boobs are so much bigger than I expected they would be and they look so good already, even though they are still tight and swollen! I am so happy with them and cannot wait to see how great they are once they drop and fluff :D

So I just recently had another phone consult with Dr Ces who told me that there was still an earlier surgery date on the 18th which was available and would I like to move my surgery to then. I said yes and so now I only have 8 days left until I get my new boobies! I am panicking slightly because I HATE needles and the thought of getting sliced and I am also super worried about the size I will end up with. When we were on the phone Dr Ces told me that I would be getting 350cc High profile round under the muscle implants. I am grateful that they are high profile because I was worried that they were only moderate but I am worried that they won't be big enough because I previously thought I was getting 380cc's and now they are going to be even smaller. There is absolutely no way I can go bigger without there being implications, so I am just going to have to be happy with whatever I end up with.

I am currently just trying to get the house in order and all my post up goodies organised so that I can just chill out after the surgery. Luckily I have my fiancée with me and he has already said he is going to be 'my own personal butler' so that puts my mind at ease :)