20, No Kids, 12A Boobs Wanting to Go Much Much Bigger!! - Gold Coast, AU

Ever since I can remember I have been fascinated with breasts, growing up I would see photos of goddesses and idols with beautiful curves and large full breasts and to me that was the ultimate look of femininity, that was what a real woman looked like. Everyone in my family had MASSIVE boobs and I was always promised by all my female relatives that mine were sure to be large by the time I was 18. I turned 18 and still saw nothing larger than the small side of a B cup and no signs of them growing any larger. Then I met my fiancée (a personal trainer) and got really into fitness and dieting and of course my barely there B boobs shrunk down to little 12A boobs. As I get more and more into my fitness and put on more and more muscle (something I will never give up just for boobs) I can see that my breasts are only going to get smaller and so I have decided that I definitely, without a doubt, want to get breast implants. If there were exercises you could do to make your breasts grow, I would be doing them non-stop every single day, but unfortunately that's just not how it is and if I want to keep my chest in proportion with my eventual dream body, then surgeries the only way to go.

Yesterday I called up Dr Ces Colagrande's clinic and talked to his absolutely beautiful receptionist (Bec) who got me a phone consult and a face to face consult with Dr Ces. Even though he was fully booked out until the holidays he agreed to make his work hours a little longer so I could see him and when I talked with him on the phone he was so nice and wanted to tell me so much and so I'm really excited for our consult on Thursday (tomorrow). Dr Ces said I had quite compact breasts (from what he could see from the photos I sent him) and already said he was thinking tear-drop implants would suit me best which is fantastic because those are what I was already going to ask for. I'm so excited I think I've looked at about 3,000 boob photos in the last day and a half and now I am super determined to make sure I am in perfect shape before my surgery which will hopefully be late next January or early February (It's going to be hard with Christmas, new years and a music festival in between, but I'll just have to watch what I eat).

Today I drove down to the Gold Coast with my partner to have a face to face consult with Dr Ces. His clinic was sooo beautiful and pristine, when I walked in there I instantly felt super under dressed in my flip flops and sports shorts and I was also really put at ease by the level of professionalism the interior radiated. He welcomed us in very warmly and we got straight into discussing what I wanted. I showed him all my wish photos to which he exclaimed were all very big sizes compared to what I was. He then measured me up and pointed out two things: one, was that I have an uneven chest structure that causes one of my collar bones to protrude further than the other and therefore makes the profile of my breasts uneven, which he would not be able to fix, because fair enough, it's my bone structure. And two, that my breasts are very compact and tight, meaning that I could not go very large without causing the breasts to meet in the middle constantly which as a result would give me rashes from the skin rubbing together. So he said that as a maximum, I can go 380cc round Brazilian implants (under the muscle) before running into implications and that I should not go any larger. Of course this broke my heart as I have been obsessed with getting at least large DD boobs, but he is obviously a very experienced surgeon and it would be unwise for me to go against his recommendations. Right now I am a bit lost and unsure about what I want to do, no matter what if I do decide to go through with it, I will definitely be going with Dr Ces because he was very in charge, professional and instead of giving into my whims he was set on doing right by my body, so I am very happy with him. I am however, very unhappy with myself, I wish I had a better starting point to begin with and I really do wish I could go bigger. I could always get them redone in a few years maybe, but I don't want to have a second unnecessary surgery. I guess right now I have to decide if I want to stay unhappy with my little 12A boobs or if I want to be at least slightly happier with my maybe C boobs in the future.