Allergan Natrelle Inspira SRF 415cc SRM 375cc

I have an appointment Monday. Hopefully she has something to say to help me feel better.

So I felt I should add... I didn't want a lift. I didn't feel that I would need one. And she agreed that I didn't NEED one. I also was firm on wanting silicone implants. Not gummy bears. So we didn't even talk about the possibility of rippling... I thought it was only with saline implants.. nope.
She even said at my follow up she wishes my nipples weren't so high... I feel like I have a strong personality and sound super sure of myself even when I'm not. I need to find the ultimate boobs and say do whatever it takes to get me there.. or something...

I'm not happy. To me they look almost bottomed out. And saggy. And the profile isn't where it should be. I've got rippling on my right side (not always visible which is just weird to me) and I could go on. I look back at pictures of me before my surgery and I know I was unhappy... but I think I was happier and more confident... what did I do? Even if I got a revision I don't know what I would want... because a big part of me wants to just take them out... but I worry they'd be even worse than before. Another part of me wants to go with a higher profile and get a lift with gummy bear implants instead of original silicone. I'm a mess.... either way I can't afford to do anything about it because I put half of my surgery on care credit. And I'm still trying to play catch up with my bills from my first surgery... ugh