7mths post op. New before and after pics!!

Well I have always wanted 2 have a ba done. I have always been very small chested even after having 2 kids. 1st let me tell u about myself I'm 41 yrs old and married with 2 grown kids. I'm 5'3 125 pounds and very small up top as far as bra size goes I wear a 34 a which I could get by without even wearing one at all. So far I have had 3 consults with different drs n my area and and I liked them all but I have chosen 2 go with dr. Emerson at piedmont plastic surgery n Gastonia nc. And the reason 4 my decision was because I felt that at my consult he really listened and understood the size and look I want 2 achieve. I'm going 4 a very natural look not 2 fake but I want 2 know that I have had it done also. At my consult we discussed saline and silicone and I have decided with silicone per my dr because I have very little breast tissue 2 work with. As far as size or should I say cc that's a whole different story I'm so confused about all this I know the size I want which is a c cup but when I tried on the cc implants they all looked so huge on me. I guess since I have never had any boobs everything is gonna look huge. I just don't want 2 b disappointed after surgery and say I wish I would have went bigger or vise versa say I wished I would have went smaller. Anyway I have my pre op app feb 18th and I guess then I can really decide on the right size 4 my body frame. My surgery date is feb 27th and I'm already freaking out. My husband tells me that I'm stressing over nothing but I just can't help it. I have done a lot of research in ba and have had a few friends that have had it done but it's still very scary 2 me. I know once it's over with I will love them and b glad that I went through with it but until then I will just keep freaking out.