350cc's Mentor Silicone Gel Textured Subglandular Implants - Garden City, NY

Was wondering about "boobie blues" because I think I am experiencing that. I think it really hit me hard last night. So I have been losing my patience with the burning pain and hyper-sensitivity on my left side. I thought I felt okay yesterday during the day but then when I went to pick my daughter up from school the pain just started to really get on my nerves and i felt very agitated, So anyway I picked her up from school got her something to eat and then drove her to her tutor which took forever even though its not so far away, but Long island traffic is absolutely killer sometimes. So we finally got there and I brought her in and said goodbye and I proceeded to drive back home to prepare dinner. Upon arriving at home i was completely and totally exhausted and i felt totally useless and like such a weakling that the mere act of driving could take so much out of me and cause so much pain. I proceeded to look in the mirror at my boobs and just started HYSTERICALLY CRYING. I did not even feel it coming but as i looked at them in the mirror I was hit by a wave of grief, because the one that is bothering me looks so much bigger than the other other one, and even though my doctor checked it out and said it was normal to heal at different speeds I was just feeling like what have In done? I was just crying and crying and crying and then i laid down in my bed and i never prepared dinner. When i finally got up and stopped crying, the pain had temporarily subsided, which seemed weird to me but maybe the crying allowed me to let go of some of the tension that was causing the pain. Anyway, the rest of the night went ok, i made dinner eventually, helped my daughter with homework, did some laundry and such. I had a hard time finding something comfortable to sleep in because the fabric rubbing against my left boob is causing so much sensitivity and irritation. I'm just starting to feel like its always gonna feel like this, I know i have to stay positive and be patient but when it hurts to wear clothes its hard to function...