3 More days & am freaking out lol

Hello TT AND BBL sistas, well let me start off by saying that I hope and pray that all of you all that r recovering I wish u all a speedy and not too painfully one and for the ones about to join inn, let me tell you all this is something else, like I dont know how to explaine myself to you all but there is ALOT ALOT of preperations you have to do and have to get done before even getting the surgery done, Its sooo fustrating like u have no idea, I wish u all have someone u can talk to and have support from vecayse when your all alone like me in this decision I am making its supper hard, like am such a nervouse reck right now, I feel like crying because am soo close but then I think am being selfish just me fighting alone with these feeling is the worse I have been threw all alone buuuuuut then again I sit and say to myself you know its hard right now because there is so much goong on but at the end when everything is done " I WILL SAY LIKE I DO NOW ITS ALL GONNA B WORTH IT" I am going to feel better about myself, my self esteem is gonna b great and positive and everything everyone said well ama brush it off and be happy with my new body yuuuuup... Soo anyways girl let me start off by saying that I am soo scared to continue with this but there is no more turning back yuup, soo am still looking for a hotel only for 3 days due to the fact that am just going to drive bk home after I see the Doc the following day after sx, soo am getting a full TT, full back lipo, lipo in my arms, and ofcourse wat am mostly excited about is my big ole booootyyyy lol, I cant wait am sooo excited to see my flat tummy lol sooo I still haveny gotten my lab work hopefully this friday or should I say this friday am getting it done, hopefully everthing goes well with that n it gets cleared lol, noow I am also tryibg to find out wat I should take I mean like clothes I think am just gonna take aweat pants and t shirts uhmm I have no idea wat kibd of fruits I should buy to start eating for the healing part I have heard Pineapple soo I think ama buy stuff like that and sopitas IDK wat else to say ladies but if u all have any advice for me I would really appriciate it

HEY BBL SISITAZ HOPE U ALL R DOING GREAAAT AS FOR ME MY EMOTIONS R LIKE HERE THERE N EVERYWHERE, I GO TO SLEEP THINKING BOUT NEW CLOTHES DAT AM GONNA B ABLE TO START WEARING OMG OMG OMG AM GOING CRAZYYY HERE AND CANT EVEN TALK TO ANYONE ABOUT THIS ANYMORE CUZ EVERYONE IS FED UP WITH ME LOL SOOO ANYWAYS AM TRYING TO PUT A LIST TOGETHER OF ALL THE THINGS I NEED TO GET BEFORE SURGERY SOOOOO IF ANYONE CAN HELP ME WIT THAT WELL I WLD REALLY APPRICIATE IT, AM SORRY I HAVENT UPDATES ANYTHING BUT HAVE BEEN MOVING INTO OUR NEW PLACE AND WORKING SOOOOOO MUCH SOOOO PLZ PLZ PLZ ANY HELP WITH OF ATUFF I NEED THEN HIIIT ME UP PLZ THANKS U ALL GURLS HOPE U ALL RECOVERYING WELL

Hello BBL sistas well first hopefully u all in recovery have a speedy and not to painfully recovery . I want to let you all know am supper excited like I can not close my eyes and not see myself I cant waiiiiiiiiit for this to be done and over with OMG I just got all of the info on Hotels, Lab work, prescriptions, and today booked my lymphatic messafes I got 10sessions for $400.00 ugh thank GoD iI thought it was gonna be ALOT MKRE but anyways, my emotions are like soooo bad I feel sad and selfish in one min but then the next I start thinking of the clothes I am going to be wearing after my belly is nice and flat and have a huge BOOOTYYYYY lol OMG u all see, bueno let me tell u all ladies if u all think this is something like cheap uhmmmm my bubble was like popped completly this has been getting sooooooooo expensive starting off with the surgery I honestly thought it waa going to be alot less but since am getting both done 10,000.00 was a resonable price cuz am getting my TT , BBL, full lipo in back and free lipo in my arms soooooo I cant complaine soo anyways that a big ole pop but got ver it now the hotel car rental cuz am onluly 2hrs away from uis office soo I am thinking to save some money am going to just rent the hotel for 5days and then just drive back home n stay home until the Dr needs to see me I think if I do that I would be saving alot more the only shity part is that my bestfriend can no longer take any days off but 5 days and well the hubby I spoke to mananger n she said nooooooo way she can help in letting him go bcuz its 1wk b4 thanksgiving sooooo its ither i drive back and forth or stay all alone in the hitel which uhmmm NOT HAPPENING but I still dont know wat to do in that area but anyways let me continue with charges the Messages 400, labwork 130, -hotel well for 5 days 400, renting the car and gas and still having to buy food prescriptions omg its alot gurls but i will continue a lil later cuz my babe is HONGRY like he says sooo ttyl sistas