My biggest regret - devastating results

I was a young woman who felt self conscious and was bullied for looking masculine. Devastating results. I had a beautiful jawline that was just slightly recessed. He shaved it down to a narrow v which looks incredibly unnatural. My brow was overly protruded but he made it uncannily flat. I later learned that some level of brow protrusion is natural unless you are of Asian decent. Finally my nose was botched. Shaved down to almost nothing and it shrunk over time and the nostrils retreated so I looked like Voldemort. The lip lift scarred very noticeably. I have since had a revision on my nose that cost almost as much as the initial surgery. The surgeon who revised it, a world renowned expert, agreed I was botched. I was insecure about what I looked like, but I only really needed small changes, like improving my deviated septum and maybe lowering my hairline etc. I didn’t need half of the things he did. I now have to live with a face that doesn’t look right and doesn’t look like me. I feel really depressed over it.