While there were two surgeons involved (General...
While there were two surgeons involved (General and Plastic), this review is for the plastics work.
The general work was done very cleanly and correctly.
I decided, at 36, to have a prophylactic bilateral mastectomy as there is a strong history of breast cancer in my family.
When speaking to Dr. Ewings, she was very attentive and took my wishes for reconstruction to not include any messing about with flaps, tissue expanders, or implants, and just leave me flat without trying to push me toward reconstruction with implants.
I wanted to just be flat, still have nipples, and hopefully not left with a concave chest (which can be common after mastectomies).
She also went over, in great detail, the options we had for reconstructing the area while still leaving it flat, as well as discussed saving the nipples vs. not saving them and, at no point, did I get the feeling she was pushing me in a certain direction. She was great at just giving the pros and cons of all the procedural options I had for reconstruction, and allowing me to choose which one I felt would work out best for me.
That was a distinct (and welcome) change from some plastic surgeons I'd spoken with prior who really pushed for implants or tissue expanders because "I'd want them later" or would "regret not having them".
Dr. Ewings told me if, down the road, I changed my mind and decided I wanted to have breasts again, it would be perfectly possible to have tissue expanders put in and work my way up to implants, whereas other surgeons I spoke with spoke as if it was a 'now or never' sort of deal.
8 1/2 Weeks Post Op Pics.
23 Aug 2016
2 months post
These pictures are from 8 1/2 weeks post-op. There appears to be a very small dog ear forming on the right incision, which I plan to have revised in about 8 months if it does not resolve on its own.
2 1/2 months out.
26 Sep 2016
3 months post
Swelling continues to go down.
Some areas are still numb, but most have feeling in them. The grafts are pretty much healed, and their color has settled down to where it looks like it's going to stay (some pink areas, some brown areas).
A little over 3 months post-op
Swelling continues to decrease, scars continue to flatten.
The dog ear has shrunk a bit too but, based on the look of it, I'll still likely want to get it revised in the future.
At the last appointment I had in August, she wanted to wait for at least 6 months to let swelling settle, which is fine with me. I'd rather wait until it's all settled than not have enough removed the first time revising the dog ear.
As you can see on the pics, things are flattening nicely, and the nipples have settled into their close to final weird piebald coloring.
I did mention in previous reviews that Dr. Ewings discussed that the mottled type coloration may happen with the grafts, and that it's fairly common for people with tan or brown nipples to end up with nipples that are a mix of their original color plus varying shades of pink. Since I plan to tattoo over my chest area in late 2107, it doesn't matter to me that they're multiple colors.
For others that might have the same issue, the nipples (after at least 6 months of healing time, preferably a year) can be tattooed over with a color similar to the original tan/brown to even them out a bit.
3 month follow up visit today.
10 Oct 2016
4 months post
Some of the scars around my grafts have already faded to white, which is a good sign.
The double incision scars are still pretty red (normal for this time of healing), but they're flat and smooth and as the swelling continues to subside the puckering above the incision line starts to smooth out as well.
I typically scar well, and the other small surgical scars I have faded to white after about 10 months after being bright red/pink for the previous 9 or so months, so I have no reason to think these scars will be any different.
The dog ear is still there, of course, but we're not going to deal with it until the 6 month appointment in January just to make sure the swelling in that area is resolved and it doesn't need multiple revisions. The dog ear doesn't bother me in terms of pain or being in the way/getting pinched, I just don't like how it looks and want the area flat as I plan to tattoo over it.
Other than that, the dr took 3 month pics to go in my file, everything looks good, and it's just the long, slow slide of waiting for the swelling to fully resolve.
Swelling continues to go down.
24 Oct 2016
4 months post
I'm about 4 months into the, "It can take 6-8 months for all the swelling to resolve" part. I do get a very specific 'ache' feeling in areas when the swelling goes down, which is interesting to me.
The process is slow, but it is happening; at the moment I still look like I have very small pecs on my otherwise undefined torso, but it only looks funny without a shirt on. Under clothes, I have a normal looking, flat chest that isn't abnormally flat (very few people who aren't children are literally 'flat as a board').
Both nipples are fully popped out and look pretty normal, despite being multi-colored; in terms of their structure, they appear normal.
The scars are doing well, but I don't expect to see much change in the two big incision scars for a few more months. The scars around the nipple grafts have gone white and thin in 98% of the areas; there are just a couple pinkish-red areas of the graft scars.
The big incision scars are still pinkisn-red, but they're thin and flat; I expect they'll fade to white after about 10-12 months as that's what's happened with other, larger surgical scars I've had.
The dog ear is tentatively planned to be dealt with in January at my 6 month follow up; the PS isn't figuring it'll require anything beyond local to excise and re-stitch it and did warn me that a dog ear revision will result in a longer scar but, as I plan to tattoo over the area, I need it to be as flat as possible which makes even a small dog ear out of the question. A scar that's an inch or two longer isn't a big deal to me.
Other than that, everything is really back to normal; I still feel some tightness when I stretch due to the residual swelling, but that lessens as the swelling lessens.
I've got full range of motion and have gone back to doing some light (under 45lb) weight lifting and weight training upper body exercises with no abnormal sensations or pain, though if I overdo it, the left side swells a little bit for a few hours.
I can also safely say I'm still in love with the fact that I don't have to wear bras, and can just throw on a shirt and leave the house; my breasts prior were large and saggy (34DD by the time I was 12!), as well as full of cysts and fibrous tissue so they were physically painful as well (the tissue felt a lot like someone always stabbing me with hot needles, and it was confined to the breast only; mammograms showed nothing abnormal aside from cysts and fibrous tissue), so I can't say I was ever attached to or in love with having breasts due to that.
I also enjoy being able to wear button down shirts that fit EVERYWHERE--I'm broad shouldered, was large breasted, and have a waist about 10" smaller than my chest measurement, finding button down shirts that fit and didn't look boxy or inappropriately 'busting out' was impossible!--without having it look like a button is about to pop open.
Granted, I sometimes miss the nice near hourglass I had going (34DD-30-41), but if I want the top half of it back, that's what mastectomy bras and silicone inserts are for! ;)
Don't miss 'em one tiny bit, and I have no regrets about not choosing to go with DIEP, tissue expanders to implants, or any other form of reconstruction beyond, 'just make it look like a normal, flat chest.'
Breasts and breast size absolutely do not determine how feminine or beautiful someone is, after all.
A few updates.
The main incision scars are starting to turn white around the edges, and the scars around the nipple grafts have faded to white.
I have an appointment on Jan. 9th to discuss some revisions, including:
- Removing the dog ear on the right.
- Removing excess fat that was left/moved in an effort to make my chest look naturally flat instead of concave; unfortunately, it healed weird, and the right side looks 'folded' (fat on the left and right side, flat in the middle, this also results in the nipple looking like it has a crease in it) and the left side looks like a deflated AA cup, which I dislike.
I had anticipated that I'd need some level of revision as I had large, droopy breasts prior to the mastectomy and I'm slightly overweight, both things that can make it difficult to achieve fully flat in one go, so this isn't a surprise to me. We just need to go over planning steps to get the revision done and hopefully get everything fully flat.
To me, right now, they look like sad little uneven breasts when I stand normally, and the plan is to get that fixed.
Preauth sent in for revision.
10 Jan 2017
7 months post
After showing my PS the things that concerned me, she agreed that I definitely need some minor revision as there was too much fat left behind in the initial surgery (they wanted to make sure I wouldn't have a concave chest and just left too much).
As I've mentioned before, I expected I'd need some revisions as I'm overweight and it can be difficult to figure out just how much to remove in terms of fat tissue in overweight patients. I also swell VERY easily, which made it harder to properly anticipate how much fat to leave/move around so I wouldn't be left concave (which I also do not want).
The results that need fixing:
- Too much fat tissue left on both sides after the mastectomy. On the left, it resulted in something that looks like a cake roll with a nipple, and it's obvious under t-shirts. On the right, the dog ear is visible under t-shirts, and there is fat on the left and right of where the breast used to be, but it is flat in the center, which results in it looking like a set of three small lumps in a t-shirt. The nipple also folds over itself due to being squished in by the fat bumps on either side, and that is also noticeable under a t-shirt. It ended up looking a bit like two deformed, very small breasts.
Both the PS and I agreed that this was not the outcome that had been aimed for (obviously! :) ).
What's on the plan to be fixed:
- A large 'bra roll' on the left side; that will need excision and lengthening of the scar, which I don't mind.
- The dog ear on the right side; that will also need excision and lengthening of the scar which, again, I don't mind.
- They're hoping to be able to remove the excess fat on the font of my chest that's currently making it look like I have pancake shaped, uneven small breasts via liposuction to avoid having to re-open the area to get it out, but they won't know for certain until it gets to that point. If liposuction won't do the job, the area will be opened back up again to get the fatty tissue out.
They're not anticipating I'll need drains, but the recovery period (i.e. the restrictions) will be back in place for 6-8 weeks. This is something I'm fine with, however, as I'd rather have revision and (hopefully) get the results I'm after than just be okay with something that I don't find aesthetically pleasing.
Revision scheduled for Thurs, 1/26!
24 Jan 2017
7 months post
A breast augmentation patient canceled last minute, which happens, so they have an opening.
- Get rid of the dog ear.
- Get rid of the 'bra roll'.
- Lipo out the excess fat on the breast area that's making it look like I have a lumpy, pancake set of AA cups.
- Back in the compression garment for 6 weeks again. :(
At least the compression garment isn't uncomfortable, so there's that!
26 Jan 2017
7 months post
I haven't peeked yet as it's just, well, day one.
The dog ear was excised, and everything else was done with liposuction.
I'm glad I read so many lipo reviews on this site as it left me prepared for a procedure that, after it's done, is WAY more painful than the actual mastectomy was.
I feel like I've got one giant bruise running across my chest from armpit to armpit! Range of motion is pretty good side to side and out, but not up.
Reviews on liposuction here also prepared me for the fact that I may feel 'bruised' for several weeks to several months, and that it would temporarily hurt more when going from sitting/laying down to standing; annoying, but doable, and a lot easier since I knew about it beforehand.
Back in a compression vest for a minimum of 3 weeks, but the plastic surgeon would really prefer 6-8 weeks, so I'm going to go with her preferred recommendation to be on the safe side.
At least the vest is comfortable.
Overall though, I'd say it's maybe a 4-5 on the pain scale without the percocet; with it, the pain goes away entirely.
The bruising is real!
I have a newfound respect for people who undergo liposuction on large areas at once; mine was done on a small area of my chest, and it was still pretty uncomfortable to painful for almost a week. It's still uncomfortable and I'm still bruised feeling (and looking), but it's nothing I need pain killers for.
I can't imagine doing lipo over the abdomen, hips, or thigh area without being off of work for at least 2-3 week! I've already been working from home for a week now because I'm not able to drive very well due to range of motion.
Plan to go back in Monday and could probably manage going in tomorrow if I really felt like it but, working from the couch or working at a desk? I'll take the couch. :)
The surgical tape is driving me nuts.
I've been told I can't peel it off, but that I can trim edges that come up and that I have to let it "fall off naturally".
That is incredibly hard follow.
The part that sucks is that the tape on the dog ear and bra roll incision areas sticks to the compression vest, which, slowly but surely, pulls the tape up. The bra roll side has nearly pulled completely off just due to sticking to the vest but, hey, if it peels off due to that that's got to count as 'fell off naturally'. :D
That aside, visible bruising has mostly disappeared and nothing really feels sore any longer (bonus: I can sleep on my sides again!). It looks like the compression may have killed off the tiny bit of fat transferred to the right nipple fold, but I really don't care about that at all and wasn't fussed by it prior; she just said she'd add some and we'd see if it took.
Got the OK to move to lighter compression!
12 Feb 2017
8 months post
All the glue finally fell off and, with that gone, I can see the incisions are pretty good looking. Very pale, but still swollen and a little 'puckered' looking due to that.
3 week follow up is this Thursday and that's when my PS mentioned I'd be good to go without compression unless I found it more comfortable to wear something.
Currently, I'm just wearing an Under Armour compression sports bra one size smaller than my actual band size. It's comfortable as bras go, but I'm looking forward to going back to not wearing any sort of bras again.
I've been slightly 'naughty'.
13 Feb 2017
8 months post
Any compression on the two larger scars, the past few days, has caused a lot of pain and itching. Everything feels fine without being compressed so, today, I decided to ditch the sports bra and go without.
I have it with me in case it turns out I need it but, so far, this has been the most pain free day of the past two and a half weeks; my 3 weeks is up on Thursday, so I'm thinking I'm close enough to that to go without compression (PS said I could go to lighter compression now and would be done with needing it at 3 weeks).
Some updated scar pics
13 Feb 2017
8 months post
They're all looking pretty good; the original mastectomy scars and graft scars are primarily white now.
The bra roll excision on the left looks the worst, but still looks pretty good for just over 2 weeks of healing.
The dog ear excision scar is hardly noticeable.
Just a scar update.
The newer ones are fading nicely; still a bit red, but that's to be expected.
I'm done wearing compression during the day, but still wear it at night as sleeping on my side still results in some swelling if I don't.
The 'lumpy' parts that are left are now just extra skin and it'll be 6-12 months before I see how well that'll tighten up. There isn't enough for me to consider revising it and it's only 'obvious' of I'm bending over at the waist without a shirt on which is not a situation I often find myself in. :D
I've been told it'll be another 1-2 weeks before I can start doing upper body work at the gym, so--patience, I guess!
Upper body work, especially focusing on the chest area, will help build up my chest muscles and help fill out some of the extra skin a little, so I'm looking forward to getting clearance to do that.
Not much to update.
24 Mar 2017
9 months post
The skin slowly is starting to tighten up, and I've also started doing upper body weight work to tone both my arms and chest, which will hopefully help as well.
There isn't really any pain anymore. I get occasional "zingers" around the newer scars and lipo cannula entry points, but that's to be expected. For me, those generally resolve within 4 months, and they're more annoying than they are painful.
The new incision scars are already fading to pink from red.
Under clothing, even tighter shirts, everything looks pretty flat, which is what I was aiming for.
The newer scars are fading nicely.
14 Apr 2017
10 months post
I need to remember to get in and book for a tattoo appointment as the artist I use is frequently booked 2-4 months out.
The plan is by the end of summer though, realistically, I could probably do it sooner. I'd prefer all the scars be faded to pale pink/white before trying to tattoo over them and the newest ones are still a little more red (which is normal for 2 months out) than I'd like, but should be white by late July/early August.
The scars from the original mastectomy are either white or extremely pale pink at this point.
The newer scars are from the revision/lipo I had done on the area.
I am anticipating that tattooing over the scars, even though the area is still partially numb, will be pretty painful as I've had electrolysis on the area post surgery and, man, did it ever STING! It radiated through the whole side of my chest the probe was on and that 'pec' ached for a good hour afterward, which was a new sensation as normally I don't find electrolysis painful.
I took that to mean it was just how the nerves reconnected and maybe, if I have enough done there to stimulate it, proper feeling will return to the area.
Or, it might always just have weird, partially numb feelings, which is more likely (and was something I'd expected).
I do have a bit of loose skin after the lipo, but nothing worth going under the knife again over, mostly because they'd have to reopen the old scars and there's a risk that removing it would make it difficult for me to fully raise my arms as when I raise my arms now, the skin is taut, so removing more skin might cause mobility issues.
Chances are it'll tighten up a bit over the next six months and, if it doesn't, I'll just have to work on some chest exercises to get some muscle built up to fill out the small amount of loose skin.
Numbness: Some may be permanent.
26 Apr 2017
10 months post
I knew that going in, so it's not a surprise that I still have mostly numb patches on my chest. All areas can feel cold, hot, movement, and pressure but some areas require a LOT of stimulation to feel any pain.
Oddly, when I have electrolysis done on the few stray, weird hairs I have in the area, it feels like someone raking a knife over the whole area not just a tiny zap in one hair follicle; afterward the area aches for almost an hour.
The scar line, which is otherwise mostly normal in terms of sensation, also seems to have some hypersensitivity in terms of the pain sensation, but that only happens with electrolysis though it's probably going to make the upcoming chest tattoo a lot of fun while the artist is doing those areas.
The hypopigmentation areas on the nipples never really did resolve but, since I'm getting a whole chest tattoo, that doesn't really matter as it'll be covered with colored ink eventually.
The scars on the original surgery site are pretty much all white now, and the newer scars from the revision are fading quickly.