I Got a Date! - Eastern Saskatchewan, Canada
When I had my children, the good Lord decided to...
When I had my children, the good Lord decided to "bless" me with rather large breasts. Went from a 36C to a 36EEE and stayed that size for a number of years. As my weight crept up and dropped over the past 18yrs, the girls continued to grow and are now a 38HHH. I have been waiting for over a year for the surgery and finally got a date yesterday...March 21st. I haven't lost near the weight I had hoped to but am down 15 pounds from my consult date in Nov 2010 and have a month to lose hopefully 10 more.
I have spent so much time online looking at breasts I'm feeling like a teenage boy! I've read everything I can get my hands on about the proceedure and what to expect and I'm still oh so nervous I could hurl. This all said, I'm still going through with it. I'm battling my fears and have come to realize my biggest one is "How will people look at me after the surgery?" Vain, I know. But, pardon the play on words, my breasts have been huge part of my life for most of my adult years. They're "there" all the time. I fear people looking at me after the surgery and laughing. "what a cow!" and "why would she do that? She looks stupid!" Including my husband. Although, I KNOW he would never say that...it sits in the back of my head as a 'what if?' Sorry for the ramble but this is finally happening and everything I've shoved aside regarding my feelings on this have jumped to the front of the line and have consumed my every thought for the past 24 hours. It's going to be a LONG month till the big day!
Lori in Canada's provider
Added pics of the oh so sad looking 'girls'. Have...
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And if you are shocked with your pictures now, just wait until you see yourself in a random snapshot after. I was just a couple of weeks post-op when we were at the school for a football game. It was Parent's Night and the newspaper took our picture with our son and when I saw it the next week, I had a hard time believing that was me with the t-shirt that wasn't straining across my chest!
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The pain is really nothing terrible. A couple of days of pain medication was all that was necessary and I took Tylenol more than I took the prescription meds. You are more uncomfortable than anything.
And I know what you mean about being obsessed with boobs. My husband would ask me what I was looking at online and I would say, "Boobs." He would huff and ask me why I got to look at them and it was ok but if he did it was considered [RS bleep]! We would just laugh :-)
Just take a couple of deep breaths and try to relax through this. In a few weeks this will all be behind you, but in the mean time, when the anxiety does grab a hold of you, just turn to us. We are here to support you and encourage you, and this is the perfect place to ramble about your concerns!
Hi Lori. To upload your picture click the Update button at the top of your profile. That will open a window to update your review and then scroll down and you will find the area where you can browse for and then upload the pictures.
I was shocked when I took my before pictures. I didn't know I looked like that! And there was no way those things hanging by my belly button could be considered attractive. I hadn't realized how uneven they were and it totally solidified my decision to have the surgery.
If you have any trouble with the upload let me know!