360cc uhp

I have boob shock, my boobs are so much bigger than I anticipated. I pray to God that they are swollen and go down like a cup size at least. I originally went in afraid of the fact that I was looking at the UHP implants because I was afraid of the projection. It does appear that it really does depend on your size and the surgeon. My surgeon was great, I think he explained extremely well what I was getting into with the UHP. The problem for me is that I assumed they would be much smaller than what they ended up even going with the 360. I should have went with my gut feeling instead of listening to everyone else in saying that people always wish they went bigger etc. All I wanted was to look like what I look like with my padded push-up bra. I'm definitely much larger than that. It's only been a couple of days since my surgery so I will have to see how things go as far as size but I'm pretty certain I will need to get them smaller. I woke up morning of my surgery and even told myself I was going to tell them I wanted to do the 300 but I didn't, now I really wish I would have.

Before and 3 month check-up photos. Can you notice the asymmetry? My doctor had to look at me from multiple views to see it. Extremely frustrated. I wish I would have been given these before pictures prior to my surgery and I would have noticed and said something. I went with 360 UHP.. going into it I shouldn't have asked anyone there opinion, I ended up going larger because everyone said you will wish you did. False. I really just wanted to look feminine but not chesty. I'm measuring a 34DD right now. Thinking about going down to something around 200-250 range. Originally I went in and tried on a 300 and loved it but I went bigger because I relied too much on others opinions. Go in knowing what you want and don't listen to anyone else. I'm going to try to hold out until after I have kids but who knows if I'll be able to wait that long for my revision. I want to be a full C ish look. I definitely don't like the UHP but not because I feel like they look extra fake or anything. I don't like the projection.. I think I may think too much but I went in and measured around my bust with the dozers in and my booty/hips because I wanted to make sure my hips, waist, chest ratio was good. Which it's perfect. I have a decent size booty but what I missed and I relied on others opinions was if the boobs project further out in front than my booty projects backwards. ???? sounds silly out loud but that's my ideal. I want to have a chest to where I have a nice one and not flat but not to where it takes away from my lower half.