I'm Done Making Excuses!!!! This Year is my Year! Sep 2016 - Dominican Republic, DO

I am so excited last time i wrote here i was going crazy because i was told duran was book till September and only time i was able to do my surgery and heal before class starts was august because i have 3 weeks off. Thanks to bella vita they HELPED me big time yall have no idea. So i booked my flight as well it was $370 but i had to pay 100 dollars more because i changed my flight ugh because i am not allowed to go to DR the same day of my surgery due to risks. Had to pick an earlier flight so i will arrive to DR 8/10/16 9am. I brought some supplies form diamond care and recovery once i get home ill take some pics. I need my Passport asap because i want that out f the way ill probably take care of that next week. So Dolls please if there is any tips i need to know please tell me pretty please. Also tomorrow i'll be applying for some jobs because i need some $$$$$$ for this surgery because with duran im getting lipo and bbl but i really want a breast reduction and a lift also ive already set an appointment with a doctor to get my teeth done. why not? So i have to make extra not only for my procedures but for emergency and to enjoy myself as well maybe facials idk ive never taken a vacation even though ill be in pain i still want to get up a bit. Also i want to save enough so when i come back im not completely broke because i will take some time off maybe a week then ill start back slow overnight shifts.

So im waiting for a quote from duran. I sent my pics to bellavita and paid the 200 dollars fee. I was told i should get my quote tomorrow evening its better sweet because i heard that duran is booked till October almost dropped my phone when i read that! Im not giving up because people cancel. If its meant to be it will happen. If not august i have no choice but to do december and that woupd suck but im still pushing august damnit! Keep yall posted on that damn quote.

Hey you guys ive been stalking real self for years! Im talking about since 2012 -____- then years later decided to make a profile Never wrote anything but ask vets questions. The reason Im writing something now is because im done making excuses feeling sorry for myself and regretting another year ive wasted! I will be 25 November and I refuse to hide out and cancel plans because im unhappy on how I look etc. today i was in my room and i over heard my roommate husband complementing his friends wife and saying she looks tall and skinny not like the (then he lowers his voice) fat one in there (talking about me). Look im a big girl part of me wanted to go out and wanted to go off but part of me was beyond that because its true i blew the [RS bleep] up ate my stress away its not the first time ive had that happened to me "damn what happened" look or is she pregnant when im not its horrible! So by me writing that i can have support to [RS bleep] get through this to stop making excuses. So moving on i want to be a Duran doll! Since ive gained so much weight my body is um interesting Ive never really had a butt but since ive gotten bigger it looks like im holding a dime between my cheeks for dear life or holding a fart (seriously) lol I am 5'3 and 215lb im short thats not cute to be in that weight with huge breast I just look swollen. Im like a 40DD or i might be in the tripple D's to be honest smh. Duran has always had my attention i feel like she's the one lol . What I would like is a bbl, lipo, and breast reduction with a breast lift. I did contact Dra duran 2014 and sent my pics when i was so serious and was ready to go! i stalked her lol i was on whats app fb, twitter lol insta i sent my pics and told her exactly what i wanted etc no reply for weeks lol but i was on that ass and finally she replied and she said i would have to lose 30-40lbs especially if i dont want a tummy tuck and I did not want that at all so yeah clearly time flew by and alot happend since! So I believe things happen for a reason! Now im serious i havent had much going on now yet but i will sign up for the gym and CHANGE my eating because im done feeling sorry for myself! I plan to go September or earlier I am in school full time but i will be working like a slave to pay for school and put money aside for surgery!