I need sum more junk in my donk!!!!

Hey ladies.....just checking in and letting guys know i am absolutely over this whole surgery.....this for me was overrated....i wish i would have loved myself before i got lipo......i still have the exact same hard spots and lumps.....same bigger ass cheek and same uneveness.....i still get frequent massages and i just gave up on that damn faja 3 days ago...and u know what? I feel that i actually look a lil better when i swell a little.....but as far as a real change? Nah, cant see that with a pair of binoculars....rd 2 it is....on the lookout for a revision dr......called spectrum and was told i gotta wait 6 mos and i gotta pay at the most 2000 for a revision.....???????.....got a quote from dr molina and was told i could wait 3 mos....imma look around a lil more so i can get a solid understanding and expectation of this 2nd and hopefully last rd....

I seriously think i need to get another faja....its denting in my upper tummy area, even though that area has been uneven since surgery....its the zipper and it keeps folding causing it to dent my skin....

So im feeling a lil better....body is coming along slowly but surely....im thinking once im able to start working out and lose some more fat cuz i see dr o skipped a few spots on the lipo...this right ass cheek still is bigger tho....im officially 3 weeks po now and im now able to comfortably lay on my back AND sides..lipo areas are still itchy tight and hard but im using a roller pin....other thnnthat im actually ok now....theres hope for my future