35 Years Old. 1 Child. Hate my Breasts! Denver, CO

So it has been a few weeks since I have updated my status. I am working on my BSN and we bought a house and moved! Busy, busy! Anywho, so I feel my boobs have dropped a lot. I am kind of sad about this! I wanted them to be super perky forever! But I am getting use to them. My Steri strips have started coming off but they are tearing my skin up and making these areas burn, sting, feel raw and bleed. I am using poly sporin and covering with guaze but I can't wait for all of them to be off and healed! Also my boobs are very dry and flaky? Like my skin is peeling bad. Anyone else have this? My right nipple still doesn't look as good my left. Hoping that starts to heal more quickly! And is anyone else super veiny? I feel like my veins are so prevalent. I'm just ready to be back to feel normal again!

ok does anyone have soreness like right under your boobs? It's almost like my ribs are bruised. I don't know how else to explain it, but it's not a fun feeling!

So I had my staples taken out on Tuesday and on Wednesday I did my massage and seemed fine but started having sharp shooting pains in my right boob. Finally took off my surgical bra and my boob opened up. So needless to say we got ahold of the surgeon and got right in and was sutured up. So I was on the couch for a few days just resting up and now I am feeling better. Thought ibcould get on here and post some pictures. My boobs are still tight, nervous to massage but I am still doing it. I am on antibiotics. Anyone else feel tight still? I know I am not that far out from surgery just thought I would ask.