Right Breast Goes Under my Arm More and Nipple is Very Pale.

I have disliked my breasts for years. After having 3 kids and feeling pretty embarrassed about them, I decided to get a lift. I have a friend who recommended the doctor she used, I looked into him and he's certified and has high ratings. My right breast had to be reduced a little bit as well. I have several things I am questioning. Hopefully, someone can help. My right nipple is pale. It looks like a piece of gum stuck to my chest. Is it going to pink up? The right side of the same breast sticks out farther, is tight and hurts more than the left. Is that from the augmentation to that breast? It's not looking like the other. I have strange pains or sensations in what feels like my nipple but when I reach down to touch that area, my nipple isn't in that spot anymore because, of course it was moved up. Is that normal? Also, they feel so stiff, tight and uncomfortable. My experience is ok and bad. I think, he probably did a good job with my surgery, the facility was beautiful and clean and they were really attentive until they were done. The doctor explained that he uses an iv sedation as well as a local. He said sometimes his patients will talk to him during the surgery but usually they are out of it, never feel pain and if they start to feel anything he will see it in their heart rate and maybe they may grimace. I was terrified of this. I talked with the Dr and his nurses and expressed my serious fear of waking up or feeling pain and all said I would feel a thing. I woke up 3 times! The first time I remember saying "that hurts" and then I was out. 2nd time was super painful. I screamed "I f****** feel that" and out again. The THIRD time, I woke up because they had some blue drape covering my face. I remember yelling "I can't breathe. Get this off my face". I know that some of the sedation meds also are an amnesiac. I am so worried how much horror and pain I may have felt that I don't remember. Is this normal experience? Why would my face be covered? After all of this, I developed blisters on one. I was also worried about the nipple color and the glue was coming off. I emailed the doc. No response after a couple days. I called the office and they acted as if I was irritating them. I am so bummed out and upset with most of my experience. I pray these breasts heal nice because I don't ever want to go back.