41yrs Old 173cm High 64kg Having 445cc Round HP Texture Implants on Top of Muscle No Lift

Hi! I'm in serious consideration of a BA and must admit I am taking my sweet time because I am in conflict with myself about various points. I opened your profile because it was featured down at the bottom and from a distance you look a little like me. Now that I've seen your profile closer, I realize you have larger boobs than me, but still that typical 40's mama body is familiar :) I support whatever you've decided!! I now know that NO ONE can decide what is best for us, but us. Can I talk to you about my issues? Such as: 1.) I hear in my head the critical voices of my mother, my friends (non-Christian & Christian) friends and brace myself for my teenage daughter (who is a 34C/D) to attack in a bad mommy/daughter moment! It hurts me, this lack of realization that these people have. They have no idea what this has been like for me to be so small chested (34 AA). The judge-y opinion about finances, vanity, insecurity based on physical attributes, mid-life crisis, etc. I have one friend who told me I look just fine and don't need fake boobs! I think she was just trying to be nice, but it hurts at the same time. Easy for her to say when she has a good size B cup and petite frame like me. 2.) I do worry about the BA outcome. Will I hate that it will accentuate my asymmetry in size and nipple location (one breast's nipple is higher than the other)? Will I be one of those in the 10% that develop capsular contraction? 3.) I have mild fibrocystic breasts and still have occasional flair ups during PMS and when I occasionally use paraben-free hand lotion a few days in a row. Will a BA stretching my skin taut make the cysts hurt more? Will I develop breast cancer because a BA is the straw that breaks the camels back? I know most doctors say a BA is not a problem for Fibrocystic Breasts and doesn't cause cancer, but we'll always find those that disagree. Aggrr! I am one that wants one surgery not multiple to get it just right or have to pay $8K and then have them taken out leaving scars I never had before as a reminder. The plastic surgeon I found seems to do good work and has recommended anatomically shaped, subfacial (above the muscle placement), mammary fold incision. I am 5'2", 106 pounds, and petite but curvy with a pear shape due to saddle bags and large derriere. The doctor suggested a 250cc implant would look good, but he's one who likes to try a few during surgery. He's new at anatomicals so only shows 2 different patient's results, even though he's done a few hundred. He offers free revisions within the first year and then $4,200 for revisions after one year. But like I said, I want one surgery done right! I can't wait to hear more of your posts! See your results as most women seem to be doing under the muscle and like you I would most likely do above. Is it your understanding that in Europe they still do many above the muscle? Why did you decide above placement? Just curious. Love and hugs as you embark into supplementing womanhood in your 40's. She power and tenderness, XO (any other woman wanting to respond to my comments--the more the merrier!)

Hey,you're almost there..10days to go right? I grew up in Jersey,spent every summer rafting and camping on the Delaware water gap! How are things going,you getting ready?

I know how excited you must be!!! Good luck and post as soon as you can xox

This is the look I want in this photo my wish ( . ) ( . )

Good luck Hun x

Hi what brand implant did you use?