24 Years Old, 2 Kids, 32AA to 32DD - Davenport, IA

I called to schedule a consult today with a reputable ps in my area and was surprisingly told they had a cancellation for TOMORROW!!! I am so excited to go and the anticipation is killing me already lol. I have been waiting since I was 14 to have a ba, however having kids put that on hold but now I am ready! I was at one point a small b in high school but since having kids and breastfeeding (even just a few months each) I have become completely flat chested and I hate it. I am hoping to go from a 32aa to a 32 full c/d. I would love to go bigger (I think I have boobie greed lol) but I am pretty sure the ps would not allow it as I am very petite and don't have the room. I am currently 105lbs, 5ft 5in with almost no body fat. I have been looking at boobs all day, just dreaming about going tomorrow to try on some for myself. I am really hoping to have the surgery in the next few weeks as my husband and I are finally taking our honeymoon in April :))

Have any of you ladies gone from my size to a d? Also what types of implants did you get and how do you like the results? I have looked at saline and silicone and just can't decide :(

Yesterday I went for my first consult and I'm not entirely happy with the results or potential results I should say. I know I am very petite but what the doctor suggested doesn't seem to be very big at all. While I realize the doctor must work with each patient individually based on their measurements I feel like what he suggested was very small. I am currently a 32aa and want to be at least a full 32c if not d but I'm not sure that's achievable now. Maybe I am just having boobie greed I'm not sure. I tried talking to my husband last night about it and all he could say was that they still look small and saggy (doctor suggested 320cc's in a mod+ profile, teardrop shaped gummy bear implant so they can look as natural on me as possible). My husband then went on to tell me how he knows so and so who got their boobs done elsewhere and they were "the most amazing boobs he's ever seen". While he may have been trying to be helpful nothing of what he told me helped, he doesn't know the doctors name just that he's located an hour and a half from where we live. Already being self-conscious the last thing I wanted was that reaction from him so now I'm having second thoughts. I was already planning on talking to another doctor to get a second opinion but I also don't want to keep going to doctor after doctor getting consults that all give me the same suggestion.
Sorry for the rant.. I'm a little emotional about the whole thing lol.
I've attached some photos -don't mind the blurry 3D before and after it's hard to take a picture of the computer lol. I would like opinions from others who maybe have had second thoughts about size and how they worked through it. Did you go with what the doctor suggested or tell him you wanted bigger? Did you get a second consult with a different doctor to check options? Did you go with what the doctor suggested feeling they were small and were actually happy with the end result? Any help is appreciated.

I went yesterday with my husband for a second consult with the doctor. He was able to answer a few more questions for me and I feel much more comfortable than I did initially. I was kind of disappointed with the size he choice (320cc's) but he reassured me that they will be very proportional to my body and that he doesn't want to go bigger as my skin is too tight and will show the implant. I agree that I would rather be smaller than to have the implant visible and I can always go bigger in a few years once my skin has had time to stretch. My husband was pleased with the size once he saw them in person, pictures can be a bit different lol. Now to wait for surgery.. I have my pre-op on the 9th and surgery first thing in the morning on the 16th. I am beyond excited yet feel guilty for spending so much on myself. I have always put every one else's needs before mine so to do something for myself is odd and the pricetag scares me. But my husband has made me feel as good about it as possible, reassuring me that it is okay and that he fully supports me. Oh and we're going to Jamaica in April (a late honeymoon) and I'm so excited to have my surgery and be recovered in time to look good in a bikini.. Hope mine still fits after but is finally filled out lol.

How do you ladies deal with the anticipation.. I'm so anxious now that everything is scheduled and paid for. What do you ladies recommend to get beforehand? What did you do that made recovery easier?