Finally Decided to Do It! - Dallas, TX

I had my consultation with Dr. Pin today after years of thinking about it. His staff was amazing and I liked him right from the beginning. I have been considering BA for about 10 years, but was too scared. He understood what I want, and suggested exactly what I had been wanting. I scheduled my surgery for May 16!

So 11 days from now, I'll be recovering. I'm kind of over the excitement but it hasn't really sunk in yet. I feel like I should really be more excited. Possibly, I'm just content to finally have committed and got it scheduled. I've added some before pics. I'm 5'8" and 127lbs. I have boobs naturally, but I feel like all the fullness is in the bottom. Adding some fullness up top will be awesome so I can finally go without a strapless bra. I'm thinking maybe a bandeau top swimsuit this summer?!? That would be so amazing. My PS and I have decided on silicone, under the muscle, mod + or high profile, between 320 and 400cc. I explained that my main goal isn't to go bigger, but to fill up what I have. I brought some "wish pics" and some "no way in hell" pics. I feel completely comfortable and will trust his decision.

I'm just a few days away so I'm about to do a little shopping and nesting. I've been reading the lists of things to get to be prepared. I'm so excited, but the big thing I'm struggling with is that I haven't told my family. I am not really planning on it, but it'll be kinda hard to hide when I can't lift anything. Then I think I'm 33 years old and I can do what I want. My parents and sisters are pretty conservative and think any plastic surgery is crazy. I work in the beauty industry so I feel like it's pretty normal. They think a lot of what I do is ridiculous (working out, permanent makeup, lip injections, nails, tanning, blonde hair.) I love them, we just don't have the same perspective on some things. I am not wanting to go bigger, just to fill up the boobs I have. I'd love to wear a backless dress and not HAVE to wear a bra. And not have to tie my swimsuit crazy tight just to hold them up. So I guess I'm worrying over what their reaction will be. Ultimately they will get over it and I'll be happy and everything will be fine lol. Oh well. Off to walmart to get bendy straws and stuff ;) I'll clean and get my house done tmrw so come Friday I can relax after my boobies are done!