28 year old hoping to restore fullness in breast after having 1 child and weightloss

Called and emailed my surgeon's office Friday morning and still haven't heard back from anyone. My left breast is bothering me. My nipple is extremely sensitive, taking a shower and the water just hitting my nipple makes me cringe. If I don't wear a bra both breast hurt and the implants feel like they're going to drop out. And then there's the rippling. It grosses me out how much rippling I have underneath my breasts.
I've seen my surgeon twice. Once for my pre op and the second time just before surgery. I see all these wonderful reviews on how he was there for all these other patients and that wasn't the case for me. It's left me extremely bummed and upset. Summer is upon us and I'm still not confident. I'm scared the rippling will show if I wear a triangle top bikini. ????

Well I got my top in the mail today and I'm quite disappointed how it fits. I ordered a 32ddd. It seems a bit small for a ddd. They have it labeled a uk 32e or us 32ddd/f. The next size up is a g and they're sold out (of course). A G seems like it would be too large but their sizing seems to be different from other companies.

Nothing has really changed. Still wish I had gone a little bigger but I think they overall suit my figure and look natural which is what I asked for. I ordered a swim suit from asos so I'm waiting on it to come in and see how it fits. That's the ultimate test, I hated the way I looked in a swimsuit top last year so hopefully I feel better this year.
Will post when I get my swimsuit in the mail.