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33y/o 12 Y Implants Under the Muscle No Kids

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My dear heroes ladies, I am calling you "mine"...

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prsa
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My dear heroes ladies, I am calling you "mine" because you all mean so much to me! Thanks to all you I got to be strong and got feelings for myself again. Now there is playing an oldie song on the radio oh oh yeah yeah I love you more than I can say. Well, this song is for you guys. You encouraged me to get rid of the implants without getting new. I was 21 years old when I got them. I was short, still am, no hips, small breasts of course, small eyes, big head, large nose, lots of acne and I felt like an alien so sum this up - totally unsecured and 000 confidence. I wanted to get a look of human being (bean) and if possible more like a woman too. So I decided to get the boob job 235 g Mcghan anatomical shape under the muscle. I felt great! Suddenly my head and nose seemed to look smaller and I could focus on other things than dwelling on my unbalanced body. What a nincompoop I was! After 10 years I have realized that I always have been trying to fix the problems by taking a drastic action, doing things rash. I am sort of a bricklayer! A covering things with a concrete, cement. This is exactly how I feel, I am so tired of carrying the implants, they hurt, I can't sleep on my stomach. I can write a ten meters long description of how uncomfy it's living with them, I want to be free and natural so so badly! It's not a decision made over the night, I want them out for last two years but I was said to live with them forever, doctors told me that it's not like buying a new bag, it's decision that I can't take it back. That's why I am so grateful for you!! Here I can see that it's possible and I can't wait for the relief and all you got amazing results!! I wish I could get the same. I will be operated on Friday 13. January :) on Friday 13. I could have postponed the date but I do not want to wait any longer! Well, I am begging my cat Georgia (she is a black hair, yellow eyes) to conjure up a lucky magic for this day. It should work as my mum calls me a witch whenever I hold her in my arms and additionally I have a big freckle on my nose:)) now I only can show here my only picture 12 years old before and after the BA. I will put my pictures after the breast removal on 13. January here. Thank you again for being here. And please forgive me my English!!

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December 7, 2016
Hi dear you looked gorgeous !! before your breast augmentation and your implants are small, so I'm sure you will have very good results, don't worry. It is so sad that some surgeons seem to tell their patients that they can't get rid of their implants because they would look devastating after that. In the most cases that's simply not true, but it keeps the patients depending on this industry.
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December 7, 2016
My dear Cateyes, thank you so much for your support!! I believed everything what the doctors had told me and I was really living with that I will never be able to remove it and living with this on my mind was so heavy. Thanks for your recommendation of the clinic and all your help and I am feeling like in six heaven and the sevens heaven will come after the removing of the two bricks under the muscle. I don't know any such a helpful website like these are! Women helping women. I feel so happy of that. You are absolutely right about the money makers doctors, they must find a new way of helping women, not with the toxic silicon anymore. Every day I see new and new girls going to get the boob job and I am screaming loud :please don't do that, check out the real self. Com first. My husband is also happy that I will get them out because he never touched them, he was worried that it might hurt me and also doesn't like the hard feeling of them. I also doesn't like him to touch them and me too. Last few years back I didn't want to even look at them because they are not me and also remind me of the time when I was not much happy person. If I had met my husband two years before I would not be so bad to myself :)
December 7, 2016
Well it is crazy right ? With the breast augmentation we tried to be more sexy and a decade or more later all we want is to have our natural boobs back and we realize that a lot of men don't like fake boobs and our sexual life gets often worser and not better.
After considering everything I can't find one good thing of breast implants but after knowing the feeling of fake boobs I can find a lot of good things of natural boobs lol.
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December 7, 2016
It is so so grazy, you are absolutely right about it! When I went for BA, my mum went with me, she was crying so much and she said : please don't do that! You will regret later on! I thought that she just simply can't understand me because she has had nice full big breasts and anyway I always did what I wanted and especially exactly opposite of what she was telling me!! I feel so bad about it! However, if I had a self confidence like now my favorite French actress Sharlotte Gainsboroug. She is so natural so fine with herself and all this what she is selling (I mean her charisma) I am buying and loving her for that!!
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December 8, 2016
You had PERFECT breasts before! Terrible how hard we are on ourselves...Most all of us had so much self loathing when we paid some doctor to slice us open and stuff plastic in our bodies. I am struck by the amazing variety in women's natural breasts on here. Our misogynist culture tells us we should all have the same big [RS bleep] breasts. When instead, we should celebrate our wonderous, natural uniqueness! Well, we live and learn... You are young - you have the magic of estogen - and your implants are not large. You will look great!
Good luck in Jan! I am having mine removed on Jan 26.
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December 9, 2016
Dear Daylily, thank you so much for your kind message and support. I absolutely agree with you. I have always admired a natural beauty of other women and I will always do! The uniqueness and wonderous is a mouthful and so so true. I have never been nice to myself and I feel kind of hate to myself because of all what I have done and all what I have said since ever. I wish to be free! I feel like a prisoner of my thoughts and I now think that to unlock myself and escape from this jail is to make my body free by removing the implants "heavy chains" on my chests and start off a new life and new nicer thoughts . I wish you lots of good luck too in January from the bottom of my heart and I can't wait to share with you the beautiful feelings of freedom and relief that we both will get. Hug you.
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December 10, 2016
P.S. your Georgia is a beautiful girl! Our sweet kitties love us no matter what we look like...XOXO
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December 10, 2016
I want you to ask if the picture is your cat because she /he is so beautiful !! What is his name, I guess it is a boy. For your kittie eyes I would do everything! They make us so happy and you are so right no matter what we look like! I also call Georgia "the beauty of the night, I got inspired at a restaurant where I enjoyed a meal which was called plate of the day. So you see, thinking about her all the time :)
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December 18, 2016
My husband and I foster kitties for the animal shelter. His name was Frankie and he went back and was adopted. We have 7 of our own. We are crazy cat people!
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December 27, 2016
This is amazing, I would love helping foster kitties too. I found my Georgia outside just in front of my house, she was maybe one week old . I wasn't planning to have a cat because I have two dogs but I just couldn't let her outside. My husband and my mum don't like animals home so I have often fights with both of them. My mom had to learn use to live with dogs and cat, it took her 7 years to be fine with them and my husband needs more time,it makes me sad as I take it very personally whenever we get fighting because of them. Merry Christmas and Happy new year to you and your cats.
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December 30, 2016
I'm lucky my husband loves animals as much as I do. They give us so much love. I feel sorry for people who don't love animals, they are missing out on one of the best things in life. Good for you sticking up for your pets!
Have a Happy New Year!
December 9, 2016
Good luck for your surgery. I have 280 anatomical submuscular implants. Consultation on December 14th. You removing capsules too ?? Your cat looks gorgeous! Big yellow eyes.
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December 9, 2016
Dear Caroline, I will also get removed the capsules just to make sure that there is no left toxic stuff and I feel like it will feel more healthier because I have been feeling very tired, loosing hair and having pain in my left breast for last several years which I denied so much to myself, I believe it will improve my condition if there is nothing left. Many ladies here had a so similar symptoms and all of them feel like they got a new life and new health. I was worried if the capsules get to be removed how it will look like and women here has still beautiful results and doctor told me that it's only one millimeter of width of the capsules around the implants. Thank you so much for Georgia compliment, she is my everything. She is so lovely and sassy and extremely emotional and I do spoil her as much as I can :) Georgia and I wish you all the best luck for your breasts removal, we will be free and happy with our little breasts.
December 10, 2016
Oh it can be worse. You can have a partner who loves your fake boobs more than your real self. It happened to me.
December 10, 2016
PS your.english is awesome!!
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December 10, 2016
Dear Busybeeme, that reminds me of my ex boyfriend. He was always telling me very sweet words how much he loves me until the crucial night when I left hotel's bathroom without makeup and I was just about to hit the sack. He asked me what happened to you face?! Could you please "make a cake" for me again! I did it but I got hard feelings about this for a long time. My husband prefers me without makeup which makes me tickled pink :) it's my first time I am writing in English and I am extremely shy because I do have a big respect to your beautiful language and all foreign languages indeed. I am trying my best and I am sweating bullets and at the same time I am enjoying using English very much :)
December 13, 2016
Thanks for your reply!! Your English is very, very good. I'm glad you have a good husband as well. <3
December 10, 2016
I was also very uncomfortable with mine and feel so much better without!!! Good luck to you!
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December 10, 2016
Thank you so much!! I can't wait to feel like you are now. It's been 12 years and I am counting down every hour to get them out in January.
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I am having them out

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Dear ladies, I am feeling fine because I can't believe that my dream came true thanks to you my dears. I am so gung ho and high because of it and also pain killer pills so happy ????

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January 15, 2017
You had 235cc silicone or saline?
January 15, 2017
235cc silicone in each breast?
Can you post photos of the actual explanted breast?
Incisions upon the old incisions are longer than the first incisions(scars)?
January 16, 2017
Ahhh!!! I've had dreams where they are removed and I'm so ecstatic!! Some where I even take them out myself lol- congrats to you and for being true to yourself! I can't wait to be rid of mine!!
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I can't wait to see them

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I think they are very very tiny because of the creek between them is so flat and I think there is nothing but me :) I can't wait to see them!!

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January 14, 2017
Glad it has went well!
January 14, 2017
Happy that this is behind you now! Take care.
January 14, 2017
Glad you are feeling so happy and free! I had to wait 5 days to see mine and I could tell I was pretty flat through my corset. So much better than having fake toxic bags though! Looking forward to seeing your updates, make sure you rest and relax for awhile! :)
January 14, 2017
Hi, I am very glad, that you are happy. It is such a relief when the pressure and the weight of the implants are away and we can take a breath free and easy again after so many years. It made me somehow ecstatic to be free and all me again, too. Well please don't forget no pushing, pulling, don't lift anything heavier than 2 kilogram and no work above your head, please. Try to rest and take your time, do whatever makes you happy. You have undergone a major surgery, don't forget that, healing takes its time and the recovery of the shape of our boobs, too. Hugs and welcome to the other side.
January 14, 2017
by the way, your boobs won't stay as flat as they seem to be at the moment. There will be swelling, the swelling will go away, they will fluff up a bit, after a month approximately they will seem to decrease in size, because they are going to a higher place back into the old breast fold and so on. There are so many changes in the healing process. It sometimes drives me crazy, but if I look at my old pictures, I can see that there is more and more progress and I know I have to be patient and it is worth it. So don't worry, we have to be patient for a year to see our real results.
January 15, 2017
Good for you honey!! Get lots of rest, drink lots of water, eat nutritious foods.
Hugs!!!