Boobs and Lipo nightmare

Almost a month to the date due to the infection i got after i got the hematoma removed. I had to get my implants removed via emergency from a local plastic surgeon...i am devastated....it was almost 5k to get them removed...after the dust settles and i pay eveything back ill have spent over 14k on this (which includes flights, hotels, the additional surgeries the original surgery. Do visits locally. Interest on the loan i took out for the original surgery) all to end up with nothing...i asked my original doctor about a refund and he sort of beat around the bush saying "when i see him next we will discuss my options" i just want my $ back and to leave this as a distant memory. Ive lost my job, paid (and will continue to pay) so much all for boobs i never even got to put into a sexy dress...idk y this happened to me. I feel hopeless...i have drain tubes coming out of my "even smaller than before" breast and i cant even look down at my chest without being depressed. I dont know what else to say. I guess i was the unlucky one?...worst part is every month im paying my loan back for implants i dont even have...ive been crying for three days.

Well guys i flew out and got my hematoma removed and was thinking positively only to discover i have an INFECTION in the same breast 5 days later....this has been the surgery from hell! And these people are near impossible to get in contact with. Cg cosmetics is a money hungry place with low end accommodations and i dont think they really care what happens to you after...i had to fly there stay in a hotel and pay $300 so they could take the hematoma out and im STILL having issues....i wish i wouldve went anywhere else BUT there. Plus theyre smaller than i wanted. And i wouldve spent double the $ just to have a smoother process and nicer more profesional people. This has wore me out. My doctor put me on strong antibiotics (after finishing the antibiotics cg gave me that clearly werent doing [RS bleep])...if it doesn't clear with that i fear ill have to get the implant removed and leave it out for months until im well again
Wish me luck...if your out of town id think twice about going out of state or just to that place in general...oh and btw i spent 2 hours in the "recovery housec it is a JOKE and rip off. I demanded my $ back and caught a uber to my bfs hotel (he had a later flight and they insisted i had to pay to stay there to be taken care of until her arrived)....the recovery house is a little hood house with a few women who barely speak english with tiny beds. Never again!
I wish i had the $ to go to someone locally to fix all this! Even if i did no one will take me (i called around)....im starting to regret this whole thing!...anyway hopefully these antibiotics help

Went to the ER today turns put my left breast has a hematoma. Im not sure what to do next....i already sort of conversed with CG cosmetic and the suggested i go to the ER im going to follow up with them tomorrow but im almost certain ill have to go back to Miami and have surgery again to remove it. That is what ive been reading online. Sigh i was doing so good and now this. I have the worst luck!. Cried a few times today. I really dont have the money for this. Not another surgery or the travel fees.