48 3 Beautiful Kids Later 36ddd or Even Bigger

I decided 3 years ago i wanted to have a breast reduction but didn't have the guts to go forward with it plus my husband wasn't to happy with the idea of getting these girls under control so every year I would bring up the conversation and it would be shut down by him saying they're perfect to me why would you want to ruin something so beautiful and I would feel bad about it so I would leave it alone and endure another summer and winter of wishing i could wear this beautiful blouse or bathing suit top without having to be self conscious or my boobs coming out of place until this year the beginning of the year I said hey hubby i know you love these bad girls up here ( LOL ) but i don't they are heavy and they are hiding all the time they don't let me wear a nice tank top blouse without having to put the strap of my bra over my head and after 6 hours of that strap tie around your neck trust me it's the last thing that making me smile I carried these ladies of my for the last 35 years of my life and after all those years I'm done I do love them once in awhile and i think they are pretty okay once in awhile but i want to love them all the time like you do ( I said to him ) and i'm not happy and if i'm not happy with these girls then you won't be happy either (HAPPY WIFE HAPPY LIFE ) come on we been together for 9 years I want to feel beautiful for you and me after a little bit of back and forth he said where do you start I said I think i need a referral from my primary doctor and so on yay yay yay me so i went to see my doctor he gave me 4 surgeon i could go see and get a consultation so i can take it from there i waited a few more weeks and made those calls Boom went and saw a doctor in february he look at them and said if you get approve i have to do the anchor one cause they are heavy and dense mind you i have no idea what he means and what is an anchor surgery plus i didn't feel a connection with him like i was there for maybe 5 minutes with him no pictures taken either okay i'll submit the order and we will go from there well guess what I did get approved within 2 weeks she calls me and said you got approve when will you like to schedule your appointment ummmmmmm let me call you back this is too fast and i need to get another consultation before i make my final decesion yes i did dragged it out for 5 months yikes but no worries cause once approved im approve for indefiently per BCBS . So I went to see another doctor this time a female surgeon can i say i just loved her she was great and took her time didn't rush at all said that they are heavy and that she would do the lollipop and not the old fashion anchor one okay which take me back at i have no clue what she is saying but she also recommended that i get a liposuction with abdominoplasty which i totally agree with cause my love handle are not beautiful either in my eyes so it can even out with these bad girls on top oh god my husband is really going to have a heart attack but i was happy with her and every question answer that I pick her Dr. Niki Christopoulos from Chicago now to get the okay from Husband I WILL CONTINUE LATER OKAY

okay so husband said is a go so breast reduction and tummy tuck with lipo to my flanks and abdomen and of course breast reduction cover by our Insurance BCBS yay weppa now let the clock begin I just hope i'm making the right decision cause this is for life yikes yikes so now i'm starting to get scared cause now know im like 25 days away I need to start buying things I may need to recover safely any suggestion on what will need Help !!

Husband got vacation approved yay Oct 25th until Nov 7th is that enough time for me to be able to fend for myself kind of worry did i mention i have to dogs as well both pitts both well behave worry that i won't be able to take them outside to do there business yees didn't think of that till now omg i have 3 lovely beautifil grown kids well except one is 16 so she is still the baby of the house my oldest is 27 and married has a boy age 8 and is expecting her 2nd baby anytime this week or by early next week I wonder if she can help help after the 7th haha I mean come on i did take care of her now my son age 19 nope he won't he works and lives pretty far with his girlfriend i have to scratch his name out lol lets see that leave us with our 16 year but wait she is in school till 5 omg I hope i survived till they get home i guess i will see.
so i get a call from one of the girls from my surgeon office regarding blood work and mammogram needed before surgery well my blood work was schedule for next week thanks god she happened to mention that i can also go to any Quest Diagnostics place which i went yesterday
okay well let's see I went in for my blood work yesterday it was a walk in walk out place yay done done done now to wait on result so thank you Ms Dragana so glad to get it done and over with.....so i cant wait to hear from her and i hope it good new oh and mammogram is good yay

okay so i took in my prescription in to get them refill made a list of what need to get paid while im out of commission got my pillows got my recliner need to go get a pair of slippers going to clean my entire apartment sunday get plenty of food so my Husband and Daughter can't say i let them starve bought the doggies plenty of food need to get some pads so i dont make a mess oh god i hope i have everything i need so i dont freak out breath breath is going to be okay for once relax ....YOU GOT THIS !!!!!!! going to post picture soon i promise but if anyone ever read these post can someone tell me if i need other thing or a little encouragement would help yeez lol