My CG ripped :-(

Well I have my surgery on Nov.8 !!! I'm very nervous, anxious and very excited!!! I feel the way a lot of y'all do why am I spending so much money on myself instead of my kids!!! Well I'm 37 yr old hairdresser , single mother of 2 girls ages 6 and 8. I've lost 72 pounds since January and I guess I kinda think I deserve it !!! Is that wrong!!!!!

So far i have not been released from my physician yet due to high blood pressure but I goMonday to get it checked again for my go ahead . All my blood work came back good so I'm pretty much in the clear!!!

I only took off 19 days of work I really hope that is enough time because I really can't afford to take off anymore!!! So please pray for me :-) on a quick healthy recovery and getting my sexy back lol!!!!!

I'm staying at a suite at the ps office night before surgery and night after which I thought was awsome !!!! But I am 2 hours away from home, that is a concern a little but my ps is one of the best so he is worth the drive!!!! 6 more days nerves are antsy !!!!! Wish me luck post more soon !!! Probably sooner than later cuz I always forget to say something lol!!!!!

Also I need hints on what I need to have at home for my surgery like bandages and stuff!!!!!