I Look Horrible and Regret Ever Getting Botox

I am 42 and got Botox for the first time for my 42nd birthday. I had the beginning of some 11s but minimal wrinkles. I am frequently mistaken for being in my early 30s. Got 24 units between eyebrows and 10 in forehead. Had a headache for a week and a weird tight sensation surrounding my entire right eye. Had to go back to have 4 more units placed on left side to fix a spocky brow. My right eye looks smaller than my left, people have commented. I look older and tired and my right eye feels like I need to stretch it open. I have weird wrinkles under my eye. I can’t raise my eyebrows at all - I think it’s called iron forehead, low brow. Never ever ever ever again! Horrible experience. Our society has warped all of our brains to the point where we are paralyzing our face muscles voluntarily. I’m praying daily it will go away.