Breast Lift and Implants -

I'm three weeks out and feel like this was the worse decision of my life ! I originally told my doctor I wanted large fake looking round breasts with lots of upper pole fullness it was a move for my career and I wanted it to be known there were fake ! I had c to d cups already but there where not full up top and my nipples where dropping and sagging failed the pencil test . My doc told me I needed a lift a full lollipop one at that !!! I freaked !! With only 300 cc I was confused and went to Another six who said he would give me 550 ccs with a benilli lift for 5 k less then my original doc .. I told the first sox this and he laughed saying benilli lift dosnt work abs the huge implants will just give me more sag and no upper pole fullness , after four consultations he convinced me I needed a lollipop lift and I excepted the fact u would have to have a vertical scare . He decided on 385s 85 ccs more then what he had initially told me I needed so I thought I'd be more likly to wind up with to big not to small how wrong I was , Surgury went well I sat on the operating table and was told only one Brest needed a lollipop lift this was not what was agreed apon in consult but less scares is always a plus ( or is it ) so I agreed the right breast the bigger and saggier of the two still needed a lollipop lift and the vertical line was drawn on with pen and u was put to sleep the next day u had my post of abs found our the lollipop lift wasn't preformed on either !!!?? I was shocked but also happy because they looked full perky and round it disnt last .. Three weeks later after the swelling completely subsided they look small a d at most upper pole fullness no existent sagging in the right side nipples in the near same position however now r completely distorted in shape they used to be round small abs attractive now look like frankenstine a bride !!! The whole look is asymmetric and the front profile has not changed just its in a bigger acale now !!! I don't kno what to do or if I have any grounds for a refund or fix with fee waved my sex drive us gone I'm in debt my relationship is at ruins and mr self confidence is shattered let alone my career hopes !!! What can I do

In the 20 th I had a breast lift benilli lift and 385 above mucle implants ruff texture medium profile was not scared on the day came out of Surgury feeling sorry for my self and sick , after some drugs I was pain free and thinking this will be great ! Day 2 3 didn't get out of bed at all from pain today is day 4 and pain is better took off the surgical bra to shower and felt completely overwhelmed with anxiety unable to breath and had to out it back on right away size and shake are great EXCEEPT starting to see what could be double bubble on the left breast ! Very scared ! Get my dressing off day 7