Almost 4 Years Post Op.. my BBL Didn’t Last :(

So about 4 years ago I got a bbl in Mexico, I was super happy with my results for about 2 years, I have gone thru some stress and have had a hard time keeping my weight up and when I do gain weight it seems to go in unflattering places, when I gain a little weight instead of it going to my butt like I thought it would it goes to my upper back my armpits, my bra roll and underneath my boobs looks like uneven... my butt looks like it has shrunk. I don’t like stressing so much on keeping up my weight, I’ve decided to get butt implants. My husband is against it, but it doesn’t stop him from looking at women with butt implants. He love fat ass and so do I. He just tells me to work out and build the muscle. That’s not going to give me what I want. I’m 38 and not getting younger. I want what I want. I will post my desired results with the women that I know have implants. Doing research I have found it will cost about 10500. Yes that is a lot more than a 3800 bbl but see I want results that last regardless of weight change. I’m not a big girl nor have I ever really been, it was hard to gain for my first bbl. overall I’m still sculpted like a hour glass but the volume in my butt is not there, I don’t really have butt cheeks just hips. I feel the foundation I have will fit butt implants . So here I go again on this body journey.

These are the results I’m going for. This beautiful vixen got butt implants and a bbl or 2. Ive looking into implants and I keep going back and forth, I want results like this butt wish I could get them just via bbl. Ive looked into vive in Tijuana and was told I’d need a tummy tuck to get snatched! I dont know if I rather be snatched or scar free. Tummy tuck scars are scary to me, I don’t feel like I need one so nope. I contacted Dr Pantoja and finally did get a response back and he is booked out till next year, that had me thinking maybe I should gain weight for a year and pay off my surgery and prepare and just try out a round 2 instead of doing implants. Just the thought of having scars in my butt crack and possibly having problems scar me. I know there are complications that can happen with any surgery but the butt implants scare me the most? I had no complications with my bbl and Pantoja did a good job...Anyways so I’m not sure what I’m doing at this point but it looks like just doing a round 2 bbl with pantoja sounds the safest and the best option, I love what he did to my body Its my fault I didn’t keep my weight up. I just don’t feel like eating especially when I’m stressed. 2020 was a hella stressful year. So I think if I can get a healthy diet and gain healthy weight in a years time I may end up with legit results. So I will let you all know when I put my deposit down with pantoja! Plus I’m going to try to build some muscle. Like really try and make a change instead of just wishing and really bring this to fruit!

It’s pretty far away but I did schedule a round 2 bbl with Dr Salvador Pantoja. I’m excited and nervous, I’ve decided over the next year in a half I will put on 10-15 healthy pounds for this surgery, it will be sad to see the weight come so I’ve decided to do this slowly and gain about 1-2 pounds a month with healthy food and work out and then just keep that weight stable. I’m definitely motivated by the time I get this surgery I will be 40. That feels so weird to say. I just want to be the best version of myself. So far I’m weighing 150, my measurements are 38- 27- 44 id love to be 36-24-46… so we will see
My boobs and under arm fat bugs me, the weight gain goes there. I can’t wait to get it sucked out. Ive even considered exchanging my implants for smaller ones because I’ve just been gaining too much on top. I don’t like the top heavy look. I hate bra rolls. I will insert some body pictures from recent. I also noticed since I started sleeping mostly in my stomach since my first bbl it has taken a toll on my breast, making them sag a little more than before. Maybe it’s just age or it could be from sleeping on them too much, the pull of the skin? I duno anyways another fear I have is growing back that damn double chin I got rid of back in 2017/2018, hopefully that doesn’t happen or I will be adding chin lipo to my surgery on my big day.