Implant removal - hoping my butt will change and look better over time

I am currently 1month-ish post op removal. Let's be honest tossing a pretty process and I've tried not to focus too much on what I look like right now because it is unnerving to see what I've done to myself for really no good reason. I thought I wasn't enough( I was) like society tends to make women feel and compared myself to the bs on social media. I never needed this surgery definitely feel like it was the most unnecessary thing I've ever done. When I had the implants I felt fake, I old feel them, pretty sure my partner could too, bending over and in certain positions with my partner my butt was hard, which made me very self conscious and not wanting to be touched. My butt looked good buttt didn't feel good. Now they are gone and I feel so freaking free! I had high hopes for what my butt oils lol lie after removing the implants because I had great butt to begin with but the implants were big ( which I do not recommend at all whatsoever) so there's definitely some damage and you could say my left side looks deformed :/ I'm hoping this gets better. I didn't have drains and I suspect I had a Seroma on the left side when the implants were in as there was always this bubble which looked like a fat deposit on the side. I still have fluid , doc said it should be absorbed over time and other that I hopefully will look more normal. I did weighted squats (50 lb kettbell) the other day and I'm still tore, I love it . I hope I can transform my butt on my own. I am optimistic. Here are pics of before butt implants, with butt implants,and my progress so far after removal. My progress pics might be a bit discouraging for those who are wanting to remove their implants but please consider it's only been a month and I honestly feel I much better, I think its absolutely worth removing if you are considering it and unhappy like I was. I only wish I'd done it sooner. Much love