I Want to feel Sexy and Full Busted Again! - Brookfield, WI

I am 43 and a mother of 4,(ages 25, 22, 19 & 17) I breastfed 3 of my babies. I was a C cup before babies and a D cup during breastfeeding. I was 126 lbs until I started to go thru marital stress. I lost 31 lbs and was only 95 lbs. Of course it seems like 10 lbs came from my breasts!!!

I got divorced and when I started to date I was so embarassed to be seen naked. Of course the men my age I dated were no better. Who IS sexy at 40-43??? I met a wonderful man (with 3 kids) and we are now married. We got married in Las Vegas 6/30/2012. That was our "honeymoon". SO this year for our 1 year annivesary we dedided to go to the Bahamas. I had to carefully research our trip due to my jealousy and lack of breasts. I didn't want to go on vacation where women were walking around topless.

Then I started looking online at beach dresses. I got depressed when every dress I wanted I could NOT fill out! Then and there I decided to redirect my search online to Plastic Surgeons. I read many testimonials and decided this is what I was going to do. The next morning I woke up and thought "what the hell are you thinking?" Then I looked at the dresses I want for the Bahamas and decided I AM doing this. If I can finance it, I will. My husband is supportive because he wants me to feel good and secure. He's an ass man, so my breasts don't bother him. He says he likes them natural. But I want to look in the mirror and be happy. I want to buy clothes that fit and flatter me. Hell, I can still wear girls size 16 shirts, dresses!! My stepdaughter and I tried on the same dress (different sizes) in the girls section.

I researched the top 2 PS online in my area. I originally wanted a woman, but I did not like the pictures I saw (only 1) for the one lady PS and the other one, I believed she did my moms reduction years ago. (my mom passed away 8 yrs ago so couldn't verify this for me)

I then rememebered a facebook friend of mine, whom is the girlfriend of my ex sister-in-laws dad. She has been a nurse for a PS for 23 years. I asked her whom she worked for and he was one of the 2 PS I was researching.
I contacted her via facebook. She squeezed me in for a consultation that very week. Now I am scheduled for April 19 for surgery. I am hoping all goes well and I am heeled before my Bahamas trip June 28. I ordered my dresses and pray they fit. I am so excited!!!