36yrs Old, 2 Children Ready to Do Something for Me@ - Brisbane, AU

Finally the bandages come off. Drains removed along with pain meds. First time I got to have a look. My chest feels so heavy and at first I was like WTF! My stomach looks so good but my boobs are just so big at the moment. But in this pic I still very swollen.

9 days and counting its funny how your mind plays tricks on you. I've been wanting this surgery for years now but have always talked myself out of it. I keep telling myself its too much money or put the money towards the mortgage or the kids etc. Well yesterday we had a family day at the beach & well I only weigh 51kgs you can count on one hand how many times I wear a bikini. Get to the beach, set up camp, I take a look around & think to myself look at all these beautiful confident women, all shapes, all sizes. Decide to get amongst it, strip down to my bikini, applying sunscreen & then my son pipes up "OMG mum put some clothes on, your tummy looks ugly"
He's my baby & I love him dearly but boy did my self esteem go from 10 to zero. Well his father was ready to give him a clip across the ears, it took me a lot to hold back the tears. I think after the surgery the only regret I will have is that I should have got it done sooner.

Bit nervous posting these up, but here they are. 10 days out from surgery. I've opted for 375cc h/p implants...will this be to big for me?