36yrs Old, 2 Children Ready to Do Something for Me@ - Brisbane, AU

I've been wanting a TT & BA for the past 5yrs now. I have a petite frame with a weight of 51kgs and a height of 1.52cm. I was blessed with two beautiful children now 14 & 11. C-section with both as they were big babies 9.7lb & 8.12lb. Breastfed both kids for the first year which has left me with a lot of loose skin & breasts heading south at an alarming rate. I want to be able to wear a bikini & not have my son tell me my tummy looks like an old ladies...kids will be kids. ? I am very much into my health & fitness starting to get my confidence up & just want to do something for me. Surgey booked for 4th April. Very nervous.

Bit nervous posting these up, but here they are. 10 days out from surgery. I've opted for 375cc h/p implants...will this be to big for me?

9 days and counting its funny how your mind plays tricks on you. I've been wanting this surgery for years now but have always talked myself out of it. I keep telling myself its too much money or put the money towards the mortgage or the kids etc. Well yesterday we had a family day at the beach & well I only weigh 51kgs you can count on one hand how many times I wear a bikini. Get to the beach, set up camp, I take a look around & think to myself look at all these beautiful confident women, all shapes, all sizes. Decide to get amongst it, strip down to my bikini, applying sunscreen & then my son pipes up "OMG mum put some clothes on, your tummy looks ugly"
He's my baby & I love him dearly but boy did my self esteem go from 10 to zero. Well his father was ready to give him a clip across the ears, it took me a lot to hold back the tears. I think after the surgery the only regret I will have is that I should have got it done sooner.