Sad and hurting - she performed a free nipple graft without informing before

This doctor performed a breast reduction on me 7 years ago in Florida, it was my 2nd after having open heart surgery. I had 3 opinions prior to reduction bcuz whenever I took my bra off my center chest bone would hurt. The 1st 2 surgeons recommended a breast lift with implant because it only hurt once breasts would fall but this surgeon stated reduction would be best. And her being a woman i thought she was genuinely concerned for me. But while under anesthesia she stated she did what's called a "free nipple graft". Not being a Dr I assumed she gave me something for me but no it means she freely manipulated my nipples and Areola, which was not discussed prior to anesthesia. Long story short, I now have permanent scarring under arms and breasts and I will never feel my husband's touch again. Her continuous excuse was that i signed for it, once again "free nipple graft" was not discussed and after anesthesia she admitted it was her first time doing it. Well you shouldn't have made me your guinea pig without discussing it and if it was your 1st nipple graft then you should have asked for help. 2 years after she only had tattoos placed on me in which they couldn't even properly do that either and my fake aureola sits 4 inches higher than normal and placed way above boob and are placed closer to my armpit.Shortly after tattoos I called to talk to her about my grief and she had moved out of state and I wasn't notified. And yes I feel race played a major role in the situation because she played me like a fiddle until the 24 month time span and in order to reconstruct them I have to save 10k. Had i been a rich and non African American things may have been different but i am unfortunately not rich and was incapable of paying out of pocket for implants. She could have just done the right thing and did a revision but instead left me with Dr Mobley who had no idea of what happened even though she said she told him the backstory. She claimed she had told him but not true. My flat fake nipples and aureolas sit 4 inches above the natural placement, long and flat. Her staff would use God as a weapon whenever i complained they easily blamed God. The saddest part of it is that she was a kind person until the end and changed because i was depressed about a botched job but I know I should forgive in order to receive my blessings but can't forget because I have to see it everytime I shower. But I will pray for her continuous success because I believe God is in control, not me. Hypocrite not Hippocratic.