55 Year Old Mother of 4 Children. 5'6 139 Pds. Size 4 with 32 HHH.

Here goes….MY Breast Reduction Journey.

It seems like I was born with double DD's. I was a late bloomer and at age 15 it seemed as though I went to sleep and woke up with double DD's. I always hated the fact that I was top heavy. I always wore large tops to cover my breast. I hated the attention that I received with such large breast on such a small frame. I am extremely unproportioned, I am large on top and small on the bottom. Growing up wearing a size zero until I had my second child, Always struggling to gain weight. After having four children in which I breast fed each one. I still could not gain weight. Finally gained weight after my forties. Now into my fities I maintain a size 4. My breast size is a 32 HHH with spillage. I am so ready to have a reduction and lift. I went for a consult with Dr. Wright Jones last May 24, 2018. He does not accept insurance so I have been paying on my procedure, kind of like a layaway plan. So far I have paid $6500.00, leaving a balance of $3300.00. I'm a single Mom with one income right now. My yougest daughter is graduating from high school and she's college bound, so finances can not go towards my reduction at this time, all descretionary income is going towards my daughter's expenses for college. (sigh). God knows I am ready to have normal breast again. I don't know what it's like to go into a store to purchase a normal bra with matching panties, or to wear lingerie and have my breast stay in the bra area without them falling down and sagging to my navel. My breast are huge for my body. They are heavy. They seem to continue to get larger and larger. I'm experiencing the usual back pain, the indentions from the bra staps are darkening my skin. I get the rashes and not to mention having to take several baths to make sure I'm not smelly. (yeah, large breast will cause funky order) I don't know who in their right mind would want large breast??? Each bra that I purchase is a whopping $150.00 and that does not include the matching panties. I pray that I can have the procedure soon, by some miracle I can pay my balance by August. I hate seeing myself in the mirror some days when I take off my clothes, and I'm too embarrassed to date because of my extremely large breast….I'm embarrassed to show them. My previous relationships that I was in, once the relationships were over they talked badly about my breast which now I'm very insecure about my body and I will not show my breast out of embarrassment. I can't wait to go bra-less, wear a halter top, spaghetti strings, wear sexy dresses, wear victoria secret bra's and bra-lette's with the matching panties. I can't wait to have a normal C breast size.
Well, I am going to close for now, but I wanted to start my journey and hopefully I can gain support and encouragement from others here. I'm not ready to share pictures yet, but soon! Thanks for listening….I'm not the best writer, so please bare with me. :-)

I feel a little bit better about sharing pictures today. Lol! Gotta be comfortable in this skin I’m in until I get to where I want to be. The good thing about my journey is that I’m almost there. The problem that I have with bra’s is that my back is a 32 and my cup is triple H. It’s not easy to find bra’s or bikini tops my size. Sooooooo very frustrating! I spent so much money on this bikini top and I never wore it!

Not really an update, required to add puctures. I’ve decided to be transparent and share pictures. It’s very hard for me because I’ve always been self conscious of my breast. I’m learning to embrace them exactly how they are and realize that they are beautiful regardless of the size and regardless of how they sag.