30yr old Post-op Breast Reduction

My physical recovery has been great. Very little pain from day one and I was able to return to work (which is pretty physically demanding) after 2 weeks and am now back to full activity. My back pain and migraines have been greatly reduced which was the intent for the procedure. Emotionally my recovery has been horrendous. After planning the procedure for a year and talking to the surgeon and others who have had the procedure I thought I was prepared, no one ever mentioned experiencing regret and loss. I was extremely depressed afterwards when I first caught my clothed reflection in the mirror. Even after 4 weeks I still cannot look at them in the mirror unclothed, and I can barely even look down at them without clothes. They look ridiculous and so completely not me. I posted on here and received some great feedback from others who have experienced this and it really helped to know that I'm not alone.