Breast Lift with 550cc Gummy Bears

The follow up with the dr's office went fine. She prescribed me some medicine for my arms so they can drain more. She said the boobs looked fine, I forgot to specifically ask about my right breast. My left breast, I absolutely love, it sits high, looks centered and just bigger. My right breast just seems to continuously get smaller or something wrong with it. It definitely makes me sad looking at both of them because it's very obvious they're very different right now. My nipple incisions look alright and the lollipop line, the bottom curve that goes into the arm lift looks rough and raised. Both my right breast and incisions have really been taking a mental toll on me, I've been trying not to think much of it and just trying to tell myself to give it some time and being botched is better than no surgery at all but it's still hard.

I’ve been trying to not think about it so much but I’m starting to get worried about my breasts. My bruising has significantly got worst and it seems like my right breast is dropping more? After showering & getting a massage for my arms I told the nurse heck what the dr said I want to put my bra on. So we bandaged me up again & we got my faja bra on. I do feel way more secure with it now but I am worried about what my dr is going to say. I see her tomorrow for my follow up. My right breast is worrying me.
I definitely still have sensation on my right nipple. Sadly nothing for my left, I was poking at it today before putting on the bandages and all I can feel is the pressure of poking.

I haven’t been wearing a bra due to my dr’s request. I did text her to see if I can start sooner since I want to feel more secure. We’ve been wrapping it with bandages. My breasts still look a little weird which is expected. My right side seems to stick out more to the side? Hopefully it’ll come back into place. It still feels a bit foreign and hard when I lightly press down on my chest. Like it still doesnt feel like it’s my body, if that makes sense. Occasionally when I take a deep breath I’ll feel a pain in my right back. I think my muscles are tight. When I see my dr on Monday I’m going to ask her. My waist/hips been feeling hard/tight too.