Motiva Ergonomix Dual Plane - Asian 5’1

Debated whether to start a review here in RealSelf because I wasn’t sure I wanted to share my journey in public. But this community has helped me so much and wanted to pay it forward. I’m currently 5 days away from my BA and I will have to fly to Phuket (solo) to go through the surgery. It’s been a lifelong desire to want perfect / big breasts which would suit my body. For reference I’m 5’1 and around 53.5kg, athletic built with a good set of meaty hips and thighs lol I’ve always looked athletic and wanted to fix that by making a more hour glass shape through BA. I’m absolutely terrified of going under, being alone in the recovery process and having to travel back home by myself only 6 days after surgery. I consider myself a pretty brave woman but thinking about how I’m gonna have to go through this by myself is horrifying. My surgeon will the Dr.Sanguan, one of, if not the best plastic surgeon in Phuket so I know I’m in good hands, but it’s just the thought of being put to sleep and waking up with tits that scare me. How painful would it be? Will I vomit from nausea? Can I go to the bathroom and feed myself after? Will it be the boobs I’ve wanted?

If you’ve got tips for me please comment below, needing alot of boob sister support right now.



Will keep you guys posted the next few days

My pre-op tests and the operation itself will be done tomorrow- initially I was scheduled for the afternoon surgery but I’ve been moved to the morning, happy about that. I’m feeling all sorts of things, happy and excited then suddenly anxious and nervous. All part of the process I guess. Did everything to keep my mind off tomorrow, from fully body wax (figured it would be awhile until I can get that done), 1 hour yoga session focused on stretching and twists and a massage. I’ve consumed so much water as well, And need to stop by midnight.

Tomorrow before the surgery I plan to do the wim hof breathing method just to make sure my body is a little calmer and oxygenated. I have all these weird rituals I’ve picked up in preparation for THE DAY. I’ve wanted this since I was 16 and I felt like I needed to make sure I do everything on my part to prepare for this- also researched my surgeon thoroughly so my I keep telling myself to just be calm and not give in to anxiety.

Will be posting an update with a photo if I’m coherent tomorrow when I wake up lol wish me luck!

The hospital didn’t have motiva ergonomix on hand so I went with the round silk surface still 300cc dual plane. I was in a lot of pain last night, could barely move and feeling all sorts of sensation. I thought i wouldn’t feel it since the GA and morphine shouldve numbed me but it was the opposite. At around 4am I wobbled to the bathroom myself and successfully peed on my own. Honestly it was a really rough night. Today Dr saw me to take off bandages and they look amazing. He said surgery went really well, and 300 was really the biggest he could fit. I’m so happy with the results and I can’t wait for them to drop and fluff. For now tho I need to stay on top of my meds and make sure to move slowly and not lift anything.