I'm terrified of going too big or having big saggy boobs.

So today is one day shy of 2 weeks post-op and things are definitely getting better each day. Yesterday was my first time driving since surgery and it wasn't bad. I'm glad I waited as long as I did though just cause even now I'm still sore. I'm finally able to wash my hair like normal now and the only things I'm still having a hard time with is things that require more than about 5 pounds of force, reaching high, and putting on tighter fitting clothing that I have to move my arms weird for. I'm definitely starting to like them more and more each day and after looking at the first couple days post op with the swelling and the bloat I'm so glad that's gone lol cause it made me look huge. I'm still in shock when I look in the mirror and still in the I can't believe I finally have boobs phase haha now just ready for all this bruising to go away and anxious to see how my incisions heal. Next post-op visit with my surgeon is Tuesday!

So basically healing still sucks and bruising keeps getting added each day. I'm still having to take my pain meds and I still can't do a whole lot including brushing my hair, putting shirts on, sitting up and adjusting my position is still difficult. I also still am not ready to drive due to the pain

So today is day 4 and I'm still feeling like a baby and still in a lot of pain. I haven't been able to wean off the narcotics yet and am still having pain even when I take them. The bruising has gotten significantly worse but I got the okay to start scar treatment today. I bought some silicone scar sheets and biocorneum scar gel as well. Don't know if they work but definitely willing to give it a shot. In between my boobs is completely yellow.