It’s been 8 years but here I am...

I kept forgetting I was needing to go 100cc more on one side than the other so I ended up going with 560cc on my right and 650cc on my left. I asked every question under the sun. He let me know the risks of double bubble and bottoming out are greater with larger implants, I asked about my nipple piercings, and we discussed nipple sensitivity. I’m extremely indecisive so making a decision as far as size is a big milestone for me. I’m two weeks away, super anxious and ready for it to be here. I’m not so nervous yet but I know I will be once it’s closer.

My surgery is scheduled for February 14th, I’ll be receiving a donut lift with implants. At my consult I chose 650cc silicone implants. I’m still iffy about size but I’m pretty sure I’ll still choose 650cc. I’m wanting large implants but I’m also 5’ 10” so large on me looks different than large on another women. I’ll try to remember to keep this updated.

Okay so like a lot of you I’ve been wanting breast implants ever since I first knew it was a thing. I was young at the time and still in school so it was something I knew I was nowhere near being able to afford. I’ve always liked big boobs and always had small ones. We all want what we don’t have, right? Well my dream of boobs became just that and I never really worked towards it since it seemed so far fetched. I’m now 25, about to be 26 and after realizing my dream could become reality two years ago I’ve been working my ass off to afford it. Well I’ve fluctuated weight probably about four times since I originally thought of implants and in the past couple years lost 65lbs so what breasts I did have now have deflated, well one side at least. They’re asymmetrical. I’ve had three consults and posted a bunch of photos on here. I’ve had multiple opinions on lift or no lift, type of lift, type of placement, what size, you name it and I’ve probably asked it. I overthink everything and second guess everything so this journey is going to be nerve racking. I think I’ve found my surgeon. He was honest and what he suggested and offered was more than what I originally wanted but I know it’s what I need. I’ve been told I needed a lift for the best result especially since my nipples are low set but the vertical scar down the breast doesn’t sit well with me. Without knowing my fear he suggested a circumareolar lift. Which actually helped in multiple ways because he’d add an implant, down size my nipples while also making them the same size, and giving me a small lift. I’m all for it and excited EXCEPT. I’m still so lost as far as size. At my first consult I choice a 550 cc implant. I want big, Ive always wanted big but I don’t want to cross that line into too big but I’m also not wanting to be like everyone else and regret not going bigger once it’s all said and done. At my last consult he wouldn’t tell me how many ccs I was trying on so that it wouldn’t mess with my head and I choice 650 cc! That sounds soo large but I tried on the sizer over and over and it looked so good. Even my mom said it made me look proportional and she’s not into large breasts. I looked up other women with a similar size but I never know how tall they are. Anyone out there get that big that has photos posted?