Motiva Ergonomix Full 375cc- Right & 355cc Left

I have always felt my boobs were too small for my body, so have always endeavored to use push up bras. Also, with my yoyo weight gain and weight loss, this has left my boobs looking somewhat droopy, which is not a nice look.
My stats 5ft 4' (163 cm), 64 Kgs, 34 yo, never had children.
I have booked my surgery for the 22nd of March 2019 and can't believe it is literally in 6 days time. The closer I get to my surgery the more nervous I get, but I am focusing on the light at the end of the tunnel ( the boobie life )
I live in Sydney Australia and my surgeon is local, I don't want to disclose the details of my surgeon before my procedure but will definitely do so after.
Let the count down begin. I will insert a some before pics, as you can see my left boobie looks so droopy hence why my surgeon suggested going with the full profile so as to give them a bit of a lift, and also the ergonomix gel will offer me a natural look as they are made to mimic the shape and feel of a natural breast... I really hope not to look fake , this is my worst fear , but I have had a look at other girls pics on here with the full profile and I like the end result of a full profile .
The difference in my CCs is to help fix a slight asymmetry as my right boob is slightyl smaller than my left.

Tomorrow is the D-day and I am a nervous wreck, this is my first surgery so not sure what to expect , other than what has been littered around the internet… I think I am mostly afraid of being put under anesthesia and just being so vulnerable and unaware for those 2 hours.

I need to Psyche myself with the fact that the end result will be worth it …

My surgery will be in the afternoon at 2.00 pm, I am not allowed to eat or drink anything for 6 hours, this is not really an issue for me, as I usually don’t have breakfast. So having breakfast tomorrow will ensure I won’t feel hungry by lunch time.

- I have pillows set up set up on my couch where I will potentially be spending the next week or so sleeping in a propped up position. (I’ve made sure my Netflix subscription is up to date lol ).

- I have been taking taking vitamin C tablets to help with the healing process.

- I bought 2 cheapo training bras from Target to alternate with my surgical bras.

- I also bought some arnica tablets to take after surgery should help with bruising, I have been told.

- I have an oversize button up shirt and comfy sweat pants to wear to surgery.

- I bought some magnesium powder, someone said that this helped them relax after their operation and they were able to sleep through the night, I am hoping it will do the same for me.

- I have some yoghurt to take just before I take my antibiotics, apparently this helps coat the stomach and the antibiotics are not as harsh.

- I have been massaging my boobs with bio oil twice a day for the last 2 weeks, hopefully should deter the development of stretch marks.

- Today I ordered Embrace scar therapy off amazon, it’s unfortunate the website doesn’t deliver to Australia so paying close to double the price on Amazon, hopefully it’ll be worth it in the end … I intend on using the strips on my incisions, as I have seen some really good results and hopefully I’ll be one of the success stories.



I am praying for the surgery to be a success and for a quick recovery…

More updates to come… Last day of being in the itty, bitty, [RS bleep] committee …

It is the day post op and I am glad I got this over and done with.
My surgery was yesterday at 2.00pm. I had my last meal at 6 am, although I had an allowance of doing it up until 7.30am. I was however allowed to drink water up until 11.30 as per the hospitals advise.
My anesthetist was a really nice guy and when I told him I was nervous this being my first surgery, he said he would give something to calm me down... Once he injected me with this calming medicine, my surgeon came in and drew some markings, once he left two nurses came and moved my bed into the theatre, they asked me to move over onto the surgical bed, I remember looking up and seeing the big bulbs of light, I remember thinking once they come on then I will know the surgery is about to begin, but I never saw the lights come on or did anyone warm me they were putting me to sleep, next I remember was waking up in recovery... With boobies, I already had a surgical bra and a band on, they normally put this on for you in surgery.
The surgery itself took 1 hour 20 minutes and I was in recovery for 20 minutes before waking up.
I had watched a lot of surgeries on youtube and they all wake up confused and groggy but this was not the case with me.
I was so aware of what was happening after waking up, went to the loo and wipe my bumm and flash toilet by myself ( tmi I know lol ) I was able to dress by myself, walk to my uber unassisted.. I did feel everyone of those single bumps though...
The hospital gave me a sandwiche' and some water. This is all the dinner I had as I could not stand to eat anything else.
I was prescribed Endone as a pain killer only to be taken as needed , panadol every 6 hours, ibilex as antibiotics to be taken every 8 hours.
I have started taking arnica to help with brusing and sweeling.
I am sleeping on my couch, I have an L-Shape couch and also using one of those neck support pillows people use in planes and this had worked just fine as I need to sleep propped up.
I am feeling a lot of tightness, more like I have constraints on my chest, very light muscle spasms, just discomfort not pain, I suppose coz I am keeping on top of my pain killers...
So far so good ... More updates to follow