Motiva Ergonomix Full 335cc/355cc, Under the Muscle.165cm, 49kg

My story got deleted as I was writing it so I'll make it shorter lol.
I got my surgery on the 1st August and it was the best decision I've ever made and wanted this since my early teens.
I did a ton of research beforehand and initially thought I wanted demi but at my first consult I had a ton of questions which was more then answered and ended up between demi or full. I called in for a few more consults because I was unsure of the size and wanted to try bigger and in the end decided on 335cc right and 355cc left due to a little asymmetry
A bit hard to Visual if I'm honest but knew I'd lose about 10% of the volume.
The day of surgery I was surprisingly not nervous and mostly just super excited
I was escorted into the room where I'd be recovering and was given a robe and a goodie bag with pain killers and the support bra id be wearingfor the next 6 weeks. I woke up from surgery back in the bed and felt completely fine with only a very tight chest but completely no nausea and no pain the Dr came in and told the surgery went great and just wanted to see how I was feeling
The nurses were amazing too and made me feel comfortable and made sure I had everything I needed. About 1hr after surgery I was feeling good enough to go home and my mum and boyfriend picked me up. I was amazed by how great I was feeling but the sleeping was the worst part because I could only sleep on my back which I never do and for 1 weeks straight only got a few hrs of sleep per night due to extreme back pain and had my

It's now a little over 5 weeks since my surgery and my boyfriend massaged me every chance he had lol
The worst chest pain I'd say was day 4 and 5 but my back was much worse.
But a very smooth recovery I'd say until I made a wrong movement and had the worst painful spasm in my right chest muscle and set back my recovery for over 2 weeks.
Have also had some bad swelling in my sternum area but was reassured by the nurse that I shouldn't worry and swelling can continue for 3 months after.
I do have to mention that you do end up going through difficult emotions after because it's a bg life changing thing atleast it was for me and at first I was 100% I chose the right size but around 2 weeks after I started thinking they were too big and now I think they're too small haha but am still very early on in my recovery so I'll give it time and I'm hoping they'll fluff out and look bigger

I was never professionally measured and always wore the biggest push-up bra's. Always bought a 70B but I was most likely an A cup.
Am still experiencing some boob greed but not even sure my body could carry it but feel they look bigger in pictures then they do in real life.
Still feeling some pain in my right chest muscle and think it's due to that breast having the bigger implant

I think I've gotten way too used to looking at them because they're starting to look small to me which the people close to me think im crazy for thinking so. But do feel as if they've gotten smaller:(