Mini Boob Job - 200cc low profile

I am loving the boob life I gotta say. They seem to have dropped quite a bit and are wayyyyy softer than before. I’ve told maybe a few more people than I would’ve liked to (one guy friend inquired outright..) but overall I think I’ve succeeded in not making it at least too obvious. Every now and again I catch myself wishing I went a tiny bit bigger but I do feel like they’re the perfect size for me. I love the way clothes fit now especially and I feel so much more feminine when I want to be. My only concern currently are my scars now that they’ve dropped a bit, the scars are above the fold—and there’s not much fold to speak of which is something to consider when going on the small side. But I’m wearing silicone tape 24/7 and the scars are totally flat so I think that’s a good sign. I think it will just take time for them to fade and get lighter/thinner. Although I wish they weren’t quite so obvious for the time being because if someone were to *see* them then I’d prob feel obligated to explain. Otherwise no complaints, so happy with my decision and also very grateful.

Sorry it’s been a minute! Going back to nyc was an adjustment, but I guess it always is. I can’t sleep as well on my back here for some reason, but getting by and starting to introduce an occasional side sleep as a treat. I really love them and am so happy with the size. Although I will say they look a bit bigger in pics than irl. I’m a terrible liar so I’ve told a couple more people than I intended to, but things are going well as far as keeping it on the d low. I’ve noticed specifically my masc friends are a bit surprised at how small they still are. But I also supposed they kind of have the sensibilities of teenage boys. However, I went to a bathhouse the other day with a couple of my besties and they kept remarking on how amazing they looked which was nice. Granted, I had a bikini on and my incisions were covered.

Regarding incisions, they told me to wait until the string from the internal stitches fell out before using scar tape, but on my right side, the one stitch on the edge stayed put no matter what. I didn’t love the idea of continually having the incisions uncovered, so finally I just pulled it out no prob. It’s a little more red on the edge than the other side which I’m not thrilled about as I’ve tried to be rly diligent about my scarring but I anticipate it being fine in a day or two. I just really want to mitigate scars since my new boobs are small enough where they’re still evident and not hidden.

Otherwise, I definitely feel back to normal. I’ve even been attending some ballet classes for light exercise. I probably should’ve been more careful about engaging my pectorals from the start which I really wasn’t but I have a pretty high pain tolerance and find i heal quite quickly and don’t seem to be having any issues. They’re beginning to soften and drop ever so slightly, but I definitely look forward to when they begin to feel and move more like natural breasts.

All in all, I’m feeling great and am 100% happy with my decision. Beforehand, I anticipated potentially feeling so much regret or stupid or vain or self conscious afterwards, but I feel nothing of the sort. Instead, I feel so much better in my skin than I ever could’ve imagined. I turned 30 last week and I feel more confident and beautiful than I did before. It almost feels a bit silly, but it’s just so true.

Oh and last but not least (because this is something I was curious about beforehand), I don’t feel like I have something foreign or plastic inside me. Maybe it’s partially due to choosing a small size and low profile, but they really just feel like mine, just fuller and low key more perfect. <3

Got my incision tape off at my one week on Monday. They said not to use silicone tape or gel until like 3 weeks or so. In the meantime, I’m kind of worried that the scars are uncovered but they look fine so far. I feel like they should be protected? When I inquired about massaging the implants they also told me I didn’t need to, but I want to make sure they drop correctly and don’t have any complications while settling. Does anyone have any advice on that?

Otherwise, very happy with my decision. There is however a little demon called boob greed that I thought I would be immune to. But I’m here to say it’s not just a myth—even for those of us who always wanted to stay small. I think I got over it (it was only for about 24 hours) and truthfully I wouldn’t want to be any bigger. And I f I saw pics of these pre op I honestly prob would be like they are too big lol. But they do look larger and smaller at different angles per the attached pics. Either way I’m very grateful and I most of the time I’m like ok I think they’re gonna be perfect.

The only other thing that’s getting to me is that my smaller breast is still smaller (obviously since I got the same ccs on both side). I kind of thought my surgeon would just automatically adjust to make them even but I’m realizing it was probably something I should’ve voiced more explicitly beforehand. But I’m content for them not to be sis not twins and I’d rather them have the same difference they had previously rather than overcompensate on one side and accidentally make it larger which I’ve seen happen on here too during my research.

Very excited for drop and fluff to eventually come around as I think I will be even more thrilled when they fill out at the bottom and lose the upper pole.
Last but not least I’m out of the compression bra wearing soft sports bras that I stole from my mom. I think they’re Auden from target tbh but would highly recommend they’re like soft seamless skims ish material. At my one week post op when I inquired about when I could just not wear a bra (which is my mode of choice) they said I should rly always wear one which was kind of annoying and a buzz kill. Pls someone else let me know when you could go braless :)