Finally happening - I am super nervous

After researching to perfect doctor for years and having a few consultations as well. I finally decided to go with Dr. Tony Watt in Tampa, FL. Booking my consult was super easy, however he was booked out for a few months. On consult day, I met him and he’s very personable and knew exactly what I was looking for.Answered all my questions and I never felt rushed. I didn’t try on sizers since he is a visual person and goes off pictures to get you exactly what your wanting. All of his staff are very sweet and nice. My surgery day is tomorrow 9/11/21 @ 9:15am. I am super nervous to go under anesthesia AND also what I will look like after. I’m a mom of 3 boys (11,9,6) and all I can think about is the “what if...”.I know everything will be just fine because my gut feeling is making me feel an overall calmness, but still… I will update tomorrow after my surgery. Wish me luck :)

So, I got Dr. Watt’s office at 8;30 and was called back to the room. I made a collage board of pictures in sections that were too small, too big and just right. All of his staff were so nice!! I wish I remembered their names :( Dr. Watt came in makes me up, I showed him my collage board, got my IV going, and then I was off to surgery! I woke up in a TON of pain! Pain in my chest (like it was on fire inside) and pain in my upper back/shoulders. The ride home was okay. When I got home I took my pain medicine they gave me. Sleeping was the worse! I could still feel the pain while I was sleeping.

Today is day 2 of surgery. Not in a lot of pain like yesterday. My chest feels tight and my skin is stretched to the max! My boobs look horrible right now, but that is normal. I got 520cc’s and they Look HUGE!! I wasn’t expecting them to be so big! I know the swelling is just enhancing it, but I need them way smaller. We will see how everything goes before I really freak out.

I do have to say Dr. Watt and his staff are very nice people! 5

I’m feeling very sad right now. These boobs are HUGE!! Even with the swelling down I think they will be too big for my body :( I just took a shower and looked in the mirror and absolutely hate them. Why did I do this to myself?!? I need a revision ASAP. Does anyone know when I could be able to do a revision? I basically cried the entire time in the shower because they look so big. I’ve ruined my body :( I would post a picture but I’m too embarrassed.