It’s been over a year and I’m embarrassed by my scars

Awful. Avana where he works is a quick in and out clinic and they give almost zero patient care. I woke up in extreme pain and they basically kicked me out the door. You also spend like 2 minutes with Mameniskis before he operates on you. But worst of all are my scars from the boob job I got. He goes so quickly so he stitched me up terribly so I scarred terribly. It’s been over a year and I’m embarrassed by my scars. They’re still red, and keloided and I don’t even have issues with keloids. I also developed a capsular contracture so I’m going to have to have another surgery to replace it. ALSO going to have to fork out at least 2k to treat my scars so they look somewhat decent. I’m so pissed.