5’4, 130lbs. From flat to 32D, 325-350cc Moderna HP. Having revision 16th Dec. Afraid they won't be as big as I want

Hey! Todays shower went well. I got a few pics of the girls. The unevenness is probably due to swelling in the left breast as he had to make the pocket larger and further up. Hopefully it'll settle nicely. I love the size, I wouldn't mind a bit bigger, but I feel like these are the best for my body and to avoid some serious complications as it's expensive to fix. Unless my girls made me money I wouldn't want them to be touched by the surgical knife too often, lol. Had some pain after showering alone yesterday, washing my hair. But today is good, no pain, I've slept well every night but the first one.

3 days post op. So I just had to wash my hair on my own today, it was not pleasant and I’m honestly feeling a bit depressed. My partner is very on and off abusive and I was hoping he would have a good period as it’s been a while, but apparently it only lasted two days… I like the way my boobs look though, apart from the unevenness that I’m afraid is the placement of the implants, but I don’t know if that is the case. I like the size although I wouldn’t mind bigger, I feel like this is the right size for my body.

Now I’m just sad I may have to dye over my snowy white hair that I paid thousands to get because my fiancé and father of my son won’t help me tone it and care for it, when he was the one encouraging me to do this before Christmas. I’m missing my sisters birthday today because he doesn’t want to go and I might not get to celebrate Christmas either as he doesn’t want to look out for our son at our parents place.

So i just had my first shower post op, with help from my partner. I never really like the appearance of the implants right after surgery. One thing I noticed is that they’re very uneven. I know this is common, but I didn’t notice such harsh unevenness after my first surgery until a week or two post op, I’m only two days. Fingers crossed that it will work itself out.