Breast augmentation and uplift, 39yr old Mum of 3

I’m 3 weeks pre BA and am feeling a bit over the place. I’ve wanted a BA for as long as I can remember but could never afford it, but I’ve come into some money and am now booked in for 3 weeks time, after numerous consultations. I used to have lovely, full boobs but since having my 3 children, breastfeeding them all, losing weight and toning up I can honestly say I hate my boobs. Having battled for years with eating disorders and body dismorphia I’m finally happy with my body, except for my boobs. I have seen 4 different consultations over the past 7-10 years, and have decided to pick the PS I felt most comfortable with. I’ve had a few convos with him about what I want the outcome to be and the size I want but I can’t really confirm a size and so am going with pictures a the rice test to determine size, I’ve yet to do the rice test but have until 16th March to do this, we have looked at 375cc and have had simulation pics taken with this size. I’ve found this site to be so helpful and so am hoping I can share my journey and thoughts on her, hopefully to help others and as a safe place to talk about my feelings. X

My initial op date was cancelled a week before I was due to go in, finally have a new date, which is next Thursday. Am getting really nervous now....and really worrying about recovery ????

One day before my op and am feeling super anxious and nervous! I also feel quite lonely as none of my family nor my partner are supporting me on this journey, and I have 3 children to look after. Thankfully I have some amazing friends.

I also haven’t told my work yet, I have the weekend and 2 days to recover before I go back to work, i have and office job and so hope this will be ok!

Does anyone have any helpful hints or tips for when I pack my bag tonight!