345 cc soft touch

I’m a 32 yo mother of 2. I’ve always had a smaller chest and wanted to fill out a bra better. Before surgery I was a 32B. Afterwards I fit into a 34D. I went ahead and scheduled a consultation with the doctor I found near me. Afterwards I went ahead and scheduled my surgery for June 11th! It’s been almost 4 months since my surgery and I’m honestly not too sure how I feel about the whole experience. I’m satisfied but I didn’t get what I wanted. The experience wasn’t bad. The pain wasn’t bad. I just feel like I spent so much on something and didn’t get what I paid for. I initially decided in my consultation I was getting 397 cc gummy bear “soft touch” implants. My doctor mentioned I had a small frame and narrow chest and that he might not be able to fit the size I wanted. I understood and he told me we’d do sizers while I was under anesthesia and he’d decide what was best. Yes, I agreed he knew best. But I can’t help but feel a little upset about it anyway. Perhaps I should’ve gone somewhere else. For my surgery we went through the areola because that was the only way he did it. I have a lot of scar tissue underneath both nipples where it feels hard. My right nipple has no feeling. The doctor I would say was very professional and kind. However the office staff wasn’t really the same. Nobody called to check on me and I haven’t even heard from them since my post surgery follow up appointment. I did have to make an appointment because I had an issue in my right breast where it became hard to the touch and was in pain about 1 week post op. I was prescribed another round of antibiotics for a week and my boob felt much better and stopped aching. Since then I’ve had no issues with that boob. My left breast was high in my collarbone since I got my surgery. It has yet to fall into place. If I wear a bra i can actually feel the implant move into my cleavage. Such a weird feeling. Also when I lay down it feels tight and stiff on the left side. My boobs are actually both soft and don’t hurt at all. But the bra with the left boob and the laying down is very strange just in that one side. So I ended up waking up from surgery and asking “did they fit” they ended up putting 345cc. I was so disappointed. I want to get them re done but for the price I paid and my current finances I just can’t do it. Very frustrating.

I’m wearing a super thin bra with zero padding. Only underwire. Notice how different my left boob looks compared to the right. My scars are so bad! I feel like my nipples look wonky and deformed. Any recommendations for scars? I use mederma and bio oil. :(

They look better in a bra lol. They look big when I wear a push-up bra but (I think) they’re average looking. Small even. Idk I hope these help if anyone was recommending getting around 345cc. Gummy bear “soft touch” implants.