Amazing Experience, Yet Need a Revision BAD!

I had a very complex case of extreme assemetry. A DD and a B, I had wanted to get this done for a long time, yet didn’t have the money, until I decided to just do it. In November of 2019 I had a lift and different size implants to try and even them out, there was still some difference as the small boob was the big boob. About a year later we had another opportunity to get it right as the implants I got were recalled!! Ended up cutting some skin on the bigger one and adding more to help with sizing. Welllllllll about 5 years later and it’s not quite as drastic as it was, but definitely a visible difference. Cant wear stripes, or patterns or light colors. I’m pleased with the doctor and all the conversations and consultation and everything other than the way it makes me feel. I’m hoping to get a revision at some point, but after that first 10K I’m not sure how much more I can sink in to this. Any suggestions, thoughts or ideas on what would be best??