5’4 150Ibs 500cc high profile Silicone Implants

After feeling like a creep looking at all these boobs for the past few months and reading other reviews I’m ready to finally share my journey. I’m 25 years old 5’4 about 150 pounds “slim thick” as some call it... so when i was about 16 all the girls in my high school were getting boobs and I just knew that I would never have them. I was extremely thin weighing about 100-110 until i was about 22 I was an A cup. In the last couple years I’ve gained some weight and I’m probably now a small B. I never felt womanly because of my small chest so I made a vow to myself to get breast implants. Well life got in the way and couldn’t afford them but now I have finally come to a place in my life where I have the means to get these girls done. I scheduled a consultation and met with my PS. I wanted 375cc because it looked like the average size, a nice full C. However when i tried on the sizers boy was i wrong. My PS let me try on sizers without knowing the size which was awesome and when I finally found the size I wanted I was at 510cc!!! I was like holy [RS bleep]!!!!!!! That’s WAYYY TOO BIG!! He said because of my curves that the bigger size would look great on me. I still thought it was too big so i tried on the 490cc and we ended up going with that. Appointment scheduled for May 10th. I don’t want to regret this decision. My husband and I have been fighting very bad over this. He does NOT want me to get implants. He says it’s vain and will attract negative attention. He loves me the way i am which makes me feel good and comfortable and let’s me know that he truly does love me. But I just want to be happy with myself. I’ve read many reviews of women getting explants and about capsular contracture and breast implant illnesses and it makes me SICK. Like is this really what I want to do??!!! The surgery is booked and paid for so there’s really no going back now. On top of my husband not wanting them my parents also think it’s a waste of money. My mom says I don’t need them and my dad says the same. They both said boobs are so early 2000s that “ass is in now” (my parents are religious but wild) i also haven’t told hardly anyone at my work. The couple people i told said it’s a bad idea and that i look great but they don’t understand us small boobed women!!! Someone mentioned that if I’m not telling a lot of people maybe it’s because I’m ashamed of what I’m doing.... maybe they are right??........either way I’ve just been praying about all of this and the decision I’ve made and hope I don’t regret this... anybody else feeling mixed feelings about this???????

Still back and forth about my decision. Also forgot to include I have NO KIDS (yet) plan on finishing school first. Only 15 days away.... Received a BOOK from the surgery center about what to do before and after which is soooo helpful!!

And the countdown begins.... 15 more days!!!! I’m so nervous/excited. Still indecisive about all of this but as I said previously I can’t really go back now. My PS sent me a whole BOOK about what to do before, during and after. Omg it’s sooo helpful!! I’ve been reading a little bit of it every night to make sure I’m physically and mentally prepared for this. Still can’t believe this is happening..