44 y.o., 5'8", 1 child breastfed; Going for 325 HP under the muscle

Time for an update! I finally feel like I can look at my boobs and talk about them now. Beginning of last week was an emotional roller coaster for me. I was not used to them, was afraid to look at them, and wondered if I had made a mistake! Then I remembered how I felt before I had them done, and felt better ! I also think that the drugs affected my brain chemistry, and my moods were off.
My Dr removed my stitches one week post-op, and pushed my breasts around a lot, to widen the pocket, and did the first displacement exercises, all of which hurt A LOT! I can’t believe it was only a week ago, the pain level had dropped significantly since then!
I had a hard time driving just after 7-8 days post-op, as chest hurt to turn the car wheel. Then just three days later things changed, and I can drive fine and carry things, but carefully.
I feel much better this week. The breasts shrunk quite a bit since the first week, and look smaller now, which I like. I could have carried a bigger size for sure, but wanted a more natural result. I think they will look as big as when I wore a push up bra, so in clothes people will not even notice that I had anything done!
So the chest muscle pain is gone, but my nipples are waking up. They are large and almost swollen, like when I had puberty! The right one is hurting a lot, throbbing pain, burning, needles, zingers - all of which is normal according to my Dr.
I like the way the look, but don’t like the way they feel like two hard cones. It’s especially hard not to snuggle with my 4 year old. I’m hoping they will feel more like part of me eventually!

Hi ladies! Well, it’s day 7 today. I’ve been feeling ok, doing a lot around the house. Have been off the meds since day 4, only take Tylenol and a conventional muscle relaxant, not Valium. I have some discomfort still of course.
The strange thing is that its hard for me to be happy about having the boobs now. When I first got them done last week it was like a huge weight was lifted off my mind, I felt a sense of relief after having finally done something to solve the problem of not liking what I had. However now I catch myself worrying that they are too big and too fake, that I will look too fake with them!
Of course they are sitting up high now and are supposed to “drop and fluff”, and I can’t wait for that honestly! I know I must be patient, not one of my virtues. In posting my pictures also, please let me know what you think!