32 Year Old 5'4 Active 375cc mod+ 12.5 bwd

I'm so thrilled that I've booked my surgery with Dr. Watts! I have really enjoyed reading the reviews on here, but especially the detailed logs of how the process goes. I'm excited to share my experience too!
I have gone through waves of different feelings and doubts (as I'm sure most of us have). I like my breasts as they are, they have never been a big source of insecurity for me. However, I've never been overly proud of them. My booty has always been the thing to show off.
I had to work through my concerns about other people will think, primarily. My parents would not approve of spending my money this way, I'm afraid of seeming vapid. Also, I work as an escort part-time and was worried that my clients might not like it. I also have concerns about the recovery and time off work and recreation. The cost of the surgery is serious (10k+ in Vancouver) and I will be committing myself to further surgeries in the future. My boobs will never be the same, so it's scary to commit.
However, I have overcome these concerns by just researching and contemplating. I've looked at so many before and after photos and I think I have a good idea of what it will look like on me and I really want that. It's not about what other people will think, it's about what I want. My partner, close friends, and family will love me regardless of what I do to my body. That's what matters. Also, dying my hair regularly is actually a bigger cost than new boobs if you add it all up.
I have a small rib cage and I want a natural result. I haven't done a final sizing yet, but I plan to get between 300 and 350cc. Somehow I'm a 32c currently, but that's just. because I have small ribs. I wouldn't be changing my boobs if I had what a C cup looks like in my mind. I expect when I'm done I will be a D or DD.
I'm going to get them placed under the muscle through the IMF incision. I really wanted to do an armpit incision, but both doctors I saw (including one who specializes in armpit incisions) suggested I might have problems with misplacement if I went that way because of the shape of my body and the tiny amount of natural breast tissue that I have.
I just had my consultation with Dr. Watts yesterday (virtually) and she was excellent. She made me feel comfortable and confident in my decision. She talked to me like an equal, not like a silly young woman (as middle aged men often do). I had done a massive amount of research beforehand, so I was pretty ready to book with her if the consultation went well, and it did, so I booked the next available surgery.
I'm very glad October 28 was available because the following available date was my partner's birthday (not great to make him look after me on his birthday!) The one after that wasn't until the end of November and I'm hoping to be healed before snowboarding season starts. I would be so embarrassed to tell my friends I have to miss the first two months of snowboarding season due to plastic surgery. I should be able to snowboard in January since my surgery is October 28 (fingers crossed that there are no complications).
I am keeping this procedure pretty private, I've only told my partner and a few close friends. I'm so excited, so I hope some of you all can share my excitement with me!

Surgery is 23 days away! I’m very excited now. I will try not to post too many more times before the surgery because I know the after pictures are more fun haha. But I figured it will be nice to post some more before pictures.
I’m constantly checking this site to look at more and more before and after pictures. I just hope that my new boobs will drop enough. I worry that they will be a weird shape due to my natural body contours. My surgeon didn’t seem concerned about that, but I’m looking forward to getting an actual face to face with her and having her measure me, because our consultation was virtual.
I have super high hopes that they will look great, especially when I see some of the results on this website! Seems like most of the time it looks great and everyone's happy :)
My pre-op appointment will be October 21, which is when we will decide on the final size. I will be deciding the size based on what she thinks a good width for me to have side boob and have them meet in the middle. I’m thinking 325 will be great. I love the way the smaller implants look on others, even 250/275. I have a small, compact, athletic body, so I just want to add some squish on my upper half, nothing major. I also would like it if I could not discuss the surgery with my parents…
Have any of you had your parents not notice? Like maybe I just got new birth control? Bodies change, right? Not like I would be devastated if they knew. I just don’t want to deal with their questions. I’m going to wait until at least a month after to see them. That way I will have full range of motion and they will hopefully have settled a bit. I bet they won’t notice if they’re under a hoodie, and by next summer when it’s swimsuit season, hopefully they will be looking really natural. I just don’t think they will imagine that I would get a boob job haha.
I’m also really anxious to know the time of my surgery. They won’t tell me until the surgery centre sets the daily schedule five days before. If it’s in the afternoon, I can do my class from home in the morning (Wednesday). If that’s the case I might just miss the day after surgery or maybe I’ll be up to attending, since it just involves walking to my computer from my bed. Fingers crossed! I’m in a pretty intense program and depending on the day it can put me behind if I miss class.
But most importantly, I just am so excited to see how they look. I dreamed that I had my surgery and was wearing a surgery bra to cover them. I really wanted to take it off and have a look.
Ahhh just over three weeks! I want my dream boobies :D

Holy shit, it's actually happening! I'm so excited! Also very hungry. My surgery is at 2pm and I haven't eaten since midnight last night.

I am nervous about what a big decision this is, but I have looked at about a million before and after photos.

I have decided on size! 375cc. Bigger than I origninally planned. I went with the max my surgeon would allow while being mod profile. My partner is getting in my head about going bigger haha. Go big or go home. But I think I will just stick with my plan. 375. My breast width diameter is 12.5. I am a small person, I think 375 will be pretty big on me!

I will start posting very regular updates with my progress photos!