32 year old 2 kids currently 30 B Looking to have HP Smooth Round Gummy Bear implant 375-405cc's

I went to my pre op and we then decided to go with moderate + 445cc under the muscle. My doctor stated at my consult that at my pre op that would be when i make my decision and that decision would be what we stick with. ???? I had a death in the family that day so my mind was to get in and out quick. We decided on 445cc but i kept changing my mind back to 420 cc. He reassured me that they would look great. Well on my drive home i called his nurse and left a voicemail changing back to 420 because i didnt want to be too big. Well she hasnt called me back to comfirm...so i really dint know what im getting at this point. Her voicemail states she will return the calls before the end of the day but nothing yet and that was 2 days ago. I will go with either size when it comes down to it but i just dont want to be huge. I got my scripts for my medication and will fill them next week. I hope to hear from the nurse soon so im not curious anymore to which size im getting.

Everything just got even more real! Im not nervous at this point just very excited! Noone really understands the commitment someone makes emotionally to go threw with something they've imagined and hoped for, for so long! Im so ready to finally have my boobs!!!!

So i went to my consultation yesterday. Dr Freeman and his staff made me feel so welcome and comfortable. When i got to sit down with him we talked a bit about what i wanted and a what kind of profile i liked. We went into another room connected to his office where he had me undress my top half and put a robe on when i came out of dressing room he showed me his camera. This camera takes like 24 pictures in one flash. I was amazed by that. Then i got to see what i looked like as he transformed my breasts to a hp 375 and hp 405. I really liked the 405 but i am so petite don't want to look too top heavy and take away from everything else on my body such as my hips and behind. Does anyone know if it will do that? I still want my nice bottom to look phat ha ah ha! Then he measured around my rib cage and laughed and he stated your actually a 30B not a 32A . I would've never guessed my rib cage was that small. He said i don't need a lift what so ever. He also said my breasts are perfect. My right breast hangs just half a cm lower then my left which is just fine no one will notice that but myself. Just in case all you are wondering why i am not posting pictures of my current breasts...its because its just not for me and definitely not for my husband. I am only posting my journey to help others with what to expect because i was so curious before i made my decision. I hope this helps others. I understand that before and afters are encouraged. I may or may not post an after picture but it would be a lot of editing due to all my tattoos. We will see how myself and my husband feels about it when that day comes. So all in all I will be getting the gummy bear implants smooth high profile under breast incision with either 375 or 405. I will be scheduling my pre op here real soon and also my surgery at the same time. That is when i will try on those sizes. They advised me to go to Walmart and buy a cheap stretchy bra with an underwire no padding with full coverage. I found one on sale for $6 that is a 38 D ( that's all they had) I hope that's not too big for the sizes that i will be trying on. I will be paying paying in full when i schedule my pre op and surgery. My husband will be going with me to help pick a size at that time. I have already gotten some needed supplies that have been recommended to me by others. I got a V shaped pillow because I am a side sleeper. I also got some Bromelain to help my digestive system digest protein. I also got some Hibiclens this is a germ killing wash that i will use the night before surgery and also the morning of. I also got some Arnicare tablets and cream for muscle pain and stiffness, swelling and bruising. I got 2 big bags of peas in my freezer also to apply atleast 3 times a day for 20-30 mins at a time. Yay go me!!! I am fully prepared for this all but my prescriptions he will be prescribing me before surgery and i will have them filled to take with me to surgery. He said they are not expensive i can even get the generic brand at Walmart for less then 10$ a piece plus i have an RX discount plan through my insurance. He said he will be prescribing a stool softener, a pain pill, a muscle relaxer and a sleeping pill and i think he said 1 more but i cant remember what it is. Yay! I am fully prepared and almost to the finish line. Everything is so real now! :0)