26 getting 350, 375 or 400cc natrelle HP

I have been looking into this for a while but im extremely nervouse. Im 5'6, 120 pounds and my bwd is 11.5. Im really nervouse about going to big. I narrowed down my choices to 350, 375 or 400cc natrelle style 20 HP. I do not want the bubbly look. I want a natural tear drop. Id love them to be as natural as possible even if that means smaller. I really wanted the mod plus but the highest i could go was 304cc because of my bwd. Clocks ticking and im getting more nervouse by the day. Please help? Has anyone got these profiles that have my stats. I know they look different on everyone. I dont want to be over a C cup. I want it to look natural and proportionate to the rest of my body. Scared of leaving looking top heavy. All the 400cc implants ive seen just look so huge and not what i want. But the sizers in the consultation looked much smaller. So confused. Please help.

1 day preop. I almost talked myself out of this the night before surgery and day of. I was reading reviews online and worried future partners will not like how they feel. Ive heard guys hate them and there too hard. Im not doing this for anyone but id really hate if i got them just to be in the same boat i am, still unatractive. And im worried something will happen like cc, or getting sick from them and have to take them out and then id be worse looking than if i had just left them alone.
Im not taking any pain meds besides ibuprofen for swelling. Im against pain meds and meds in general. Only things im taking are what the doctors told me i had to. I gave him the choice to choose what looks best for me and i stressed i wanted them to look as natural as possible even if that meant smaller. i think he chose perfect between the 3 i selected. He put in natrelle style 20- 350cc. I cant wait for them to look normal and not feel so tight. Really extremly happy i took the 400ccs off of the optiona before surgery. Everyone i saw with 400ccs is just not what i wanted or was looking for. So far im happy with my results and no boob greed i think they fit my body perfect. Havent seen them out of the bra yet though.

One week post op. No pain swelling is down. Im happy with the size so far. Just cant wait for them to drop and look normal. I started scar treatment. I have silicone tape and scar recovery gel. I was told to place the tape over the scar then put the gel over the tape. Has anyone else got these instructions? Wouldnt the scar gel rub off on clothes then instead of staying where its needed? Just thought it was odd instructions but im doing it lol.